theres a weird taste in my mouth and im nauseous can we get a rip

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i wanna bring my headphones to school ao i can listen to etnv during lumch caude i have a bad feeling about today?? i probably shouldnt but i do so a

nah nvm i dont have space in my bag and i cant go to the bathroom nobody's ever in because then i might be late and my teacjer afyer lunch is fuckign terrifying

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i keep replaying lines from triptych in my head to feel uwu and cutrently the "until next time, cecil, until next ti—" one is replaying and it makes me sad but also !!! so like who knows

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is it bad to not be sad about something even if you know its a horrible thing?? like when your close friend's family friend who you've never met has died you see that its awful and you know its  and you know its saddening but you arent,, sad about it even if you're trying to be?? like i think its awful but i dont Feel anything am i supposed to??????

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thkngs are bad why dodnt i bring?? my headphones?????? i couldve just left the book in it out its a shitty book and then id be listening to the end of taking off right now and it would calm me fown because the wag he says "im going to call it fesert bluffs!" makes me happy and im unhappy

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like some big dtuff is wrong but theres minor stuff that isnt helping like my notevook cover being scratched and having syarted an eoisode of wtnv without finishing it???? and its bugginng me

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but anyway

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talk to me about kevin db and you get twenty bucks

talk to me about one of my kther hyperfixations ajd you also get twenty bucks

dont talk to me about anything and you also get twenty bucks i dont wanna pressure anyone

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god i Just finished checking to see if anyone was in here and coming to the conclusion nobody was when someone walked in

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uhhh tell me something cool!!

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okay nobodys in here but im still worried someone will he even tho ive checked several times so. no taking off for regan

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that one post about nagito on a christmas tree is following me

like isk why but the phrasing "mom thats komaeda" is so powerful

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gotta go to class soon but this spam is too nevative so. i gotta make it Peppy before i post it so thisll prob be after school

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hskebddk?? djwodjskjd???????

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my constant desire to be convenient and useful to others no matter the cost and my constant anxiety durrounding breaking the rules in any way shape or form even in the mosy minor senses: fight

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kevin kevin kevin kevin kevin!!!!! kevin kevin kevin kevin what an iconic character good man light of my life well-written as fuck

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im feeling wonky and insecure but hey! at leadt i have several kevin db quotes memorized

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me 🤝 gordon
"something is wrong... something is- something is very very wrong"

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gotta go to class now bye!! ill finish this agter school

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okay its not after school its during my last period but i feel very stressed so!! ill finish this now

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can an external force change someone's level of empathy

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uhhh spam me please ill compliment you if you do

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rawr uwu bye!!