I like asmr but I don't??

like sometimes I watch it when im bored but its eh then

the main thing I use it for is to calm down but when I need to calm down both the triggers and speaking make sensory overload worse so im really just looking for someone whispering for a half hour but finding one that has nothing besides whispers is near impossible so like f

like im listening to one of those whispered random facts and trying to play it loud enough so I cant hear the keyboard

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anyway spam

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ill prob finish this tomorrow because the keyboard is Not helpful

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im going to my dad's on Friday im not really looking forwards to it 

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yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah the keyboard is bad gonna finish this tomorrow morning bye!! for now ig

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okay its not tomorrow morning but the sound of my keyboard no longer makes me want to start sobbing so that's good

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I wanna do redraws but my art apps down and its late and I cnt even read let alone make smth- rip

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hrtjfhegkjrehkjtrhekjtrektrjhegrgj

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my current outfit of a girl in red pullover over underwear would be uwu sleepy aesthetic on any other girl but rn I just look lazy as shit

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I really!!!!!!!!!!!!!! want to interact with someone but im worried id come across asa nnoying and that's the last thing I want to do so aa? aa. aa

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hfrehgrsejgr

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say something nice

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its theodore but alvin is an acceptable answer, the only not ok one is simon mans is legit pushing her away it cant be That good

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hhhhhhhhh ): hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ): hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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ok im gonna cry for no good reason so night night ily!!!!!!!!!