just got back from acting lessons as of typing

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i have way too many drafts in this book and i had to delete my suicide note from a while ago to make space for yhis spam which was. an odd experience

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but!! im petting my dog so im not feeling bad

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if you dont look up to someone on watt and wanna be friends with them but be pretty sure they wouldnt like you and quite possibly already dont then honestly are you really living

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why do my interests make me So Emotional

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like the amount of times ive almost started crying over kevin db?? concerning, Especially because i dont really get emotional in that kind of way very often?? like i get emotional but not teary emotional and i especially dont happy cry but Here I Am, Being Big Stupid

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talk to me!! please!! ramble at me or let me ramble at you or anything!! preferably about several things so we can keep it going!!

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i feel. hella insecure so life is fun

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uhhhhh nvm i cant spam because im overanalyzing everything i say ill work on my hw bye!!