this might be rambley cause i'm tired, i'm gonna do picrews after this then sleep

okay so i was gonna do a characyers i relate to thing like tess did but. i changed my nind lol we're doing characters i like,,,, connect to?? like the onels i huperficatie on i guess????

cause i can

uhhhh with fanart because ei like looking dof rfanrt

they're rated from how much they make my brain go "!!!!!!!" on a 1-4 scale, 4s are characters i identify with and relate to a lot

here you go

don't laugh at me this makes me feel good ajdksj

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mukuro ikusaba!! honestly i can't place why i love her sm bur. i do?? like- i connect to her and relate to her but i can't place what quality about her it is,, idk. shesprobably my weakest hyperfixation but she's the best and she makes me happy!!!!! i want her to live her best life and to be more than an extension of junko- i wish she had more characterization in the game? like i would play a game completely centric around her and i watched a mukuro ikusaba compilation and i might watch the one she's in just for her- also i'm a lil gay for her but you didn't hear that from me

3
kevin!! okay it's wack that he's like. a really big fixation of mine considering i don't listen to wtnv as much as i'd like anymore?? it requires a Lot of focus for some reason and because kevin isn't in every episode the hyperfixation energy doesn't kick in so it's really hard to catch up djskd- also i don't relate to him (despite what every "which wtnv character are you" quiz says lmao) as much as i do with some other fixation characters But i love him a lot he's such a well-written and interesting character?? like i liked him in a love-to-hate-him way but then triptych changed my FUCKING mind and he's my favorite character on the show and basically one of my favorite characters of anything ever!! like i get so fucking hyped and excited whenever i listen to triptych djskdj, i was looking for fanart for him and i like. scrolled through the tag and one was a cosplay and it played a triptych audio clip and i. may have started excitedly giggling a lot. look i Love him okay he's just such an interesting character and i want the best for him but at the same time i want his arc to go on forever because he's Such An Interesting Character!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like whenever a wtnv episode description mentions desert bluffs i go bonkers in yonkers- i love him

4
kevin price!! Y'ALL FUCKIN KNOW!!!!!! MY MAN!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCKING HELL I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I WANT THE BEST EVERUTBING FOR MY SUNSHINE BABY BOY BASTARD ASSHOLE BOY CHILD- okay. okay i'm calm now. honestly it's really hard to explain why i like him so much but like- he's been one of my favorite characters for about a yeeeear? i wanna say? and he's just- dusjdjs?? he's really relatable to me for a lot of reasons, and i also just find i can like. impress myself on him?? but outside of that i just love him So Fucking Much and i find him so interesting!! like i went on this ramble about experimental characterization and it was really fun and- okay i digress, hes also such a good coping mechanism for me in a way? idk how to properly explain this but he got me through a lot of shit, and he just,, makes me happy when other stuff makes me feel awful. plus i can like,, internalize his character development a lot especially regarding mental illness???? he just. makes me so happy and i want to like yell about how happy he makes me!!!!!!! he's an amazing character and he deserves better than what he got and i want to write like a whole novel about him!!!!!! shaojdakdj i love him so much i can't even properly explain it he makes me so fuckin happy and good

2
connor mckinley!! okay yes i hate him and he's a bitch boy and i want to punch him in the face but i. also love him so much and i want to hug him and tell him everything will be okay?? the duality of regan. anyway i just. he uwu!! admittedly part of the reason i like him sm is because i associate him with kevin lmao BUT he's also just. shakdjsj??? boy is funky and ilh- it's hard for me to explain why i like him sm he just makes me happy

4
kiyotaka ishimaru!! okay like. i feel like it's not that clear how insanely similar we are because of the whole. online thing but like. we're similar as shit?? mostly in our failures socially and why we fail in that area (yelling too much unintentionally, seeming aggressive even when not feeling that way, adhering to the rules way too much, hinging way too much of one's sense of self confidence on grades, being overly physical with friends, low empathy even with a desire to be different) and having a character so similar to me just makes me happy!! plus he's just amazing?? like good boy hours galore??????? he deserved so much fuckin better than he got and i love him sm, the end of chapter two and the beginning of chapter three make me So Fucking Emotional i swear- okay i could go on forever but i'm tired so gn!!

(aoi makoto and nabulungi are like. honorarily on this list for being comfort characters but not having quite the same energy)