howdy hey whats shakin' bacon

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im trying to restrain the amount i talk about wtnv but its not working very well?? just know it could be worse cskfjwjh

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i wanna make aesthetics again i havent done that in ages

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tell me something thatll make me happy

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uhhhhh hi

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im getting close to the end of this spam but i think once i delete vents itll be shorter?? so yeah

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i talk about being similar to taka a lot but like. its reallt strange the amount of similarities in behavior we have???? like lemme think

- not a lot of friends, for a lot of reasons
- really enthusiastic about friendship when having one, which can weird people out?? he expresses it verbally and i express it physically but its the same base thing
- yells constantly, not typically intentionally
- low empathy which tends to lead to coming off as insensitive or mean or not-trying, this isnt intentional
- focuses very strongly on grades and the like
- doesnt break rules much if at all, partially out of strong moral guilt and partially out of lack of capability
- comes off as aggressive or annoying frequently
- attracted to the same sex, debatably
- feels guilt for things that aren't reallt controllable (notably low empathy) and strives to "study" things and get beter at them even if they're not controllable
- feels depressed and numb at some point in their life
- has identity issues during this time

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idk why my kevin db design has glasses but doesnt have eyes thats a question for another day

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is my dog cute? answer correctly

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male character: *does anything vaguely parental*

me, immediately soft and uwu: can i replace my dad w you 🥺🥺

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like seriously cecil just said "kiddo" and i immediatrly stopped caring about the fact that he's checking someone's wallet

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wtnv is a fun show to watch because ever so ofyen it gives you random crises and for a second you're like "woah. what is real?? what is false reality?? is our reality shattered as wrll but we simply havent noticed?? the fuck?????" aaaaand then you watch the next episode and kinda forget about it

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im oddlt close to catching up to the show and that fact is worrying because idk how entrenched ill be in the show once i have to wait half a month for updates and that makes me oddly sad and i cant explain why

but!! i can relisten to my playlisy of every episode kevin's in when that happens so B)

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my art gets better in weird ways?? like my face shapes have gotten way less flat since february but i cant remember ever fixing that or trying to fix that or even being aware that was an issue, whereas the things im Actively Trying to fix just Dont Fix?? its annoying

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kevin db is good and he makes me feel happy and smart and comfortable and excited and i would die for the actual kevin, strex kevin, and whatever kevin is to come thank u for listening to me various employees at starbucks

(the starbucks employees all applaud in enthusiastic agreement)

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sometimes i think things and my thoughts get cut off so you jave my brain randomly going "am i blood??????"

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uhhhhhh hi!! interact w me im feelimg chatty