"i-i'm gonna rest,"

i said and pushed him off of me. he slightly nodded while biting his lips.

i felt guilty for making him look stupid every time he say something like this. i feel like i ruin every moment.

but i think a lot of things right now, my mind can't set up yet. i feel like my brain would burst out of my head any moment due to stress and conflicts.

"you should go back to work." i said while fidgeting my fingers.

i saw him tucking his hands inside his pants while he bit his lip.

is he normally look hot like this?

i stared at him in awe while admiring his perfect features. i took this opportunity to appreciate his visual as he look else where but me. his eyes are just as perfect as the moon, his orbs are dark brown, his perfect lined nose are making his face more fined. his lips that so plump and pink, that every time he smile, a pair of dimples would appear. that every time he laugh, his mouth would form a heart shape.

he licked his lower lips and looked at me then met my stare.

"i thought you're going to rest now?" he asked.

i came back to my senses and low key panicked. i nodded my head and didn't know if i should wave at him, or atleast say good bye.

he must've felt dumb earlier.

"i-i gotta go now." i said and quickly walked away.

y/n, what was that?

once i reached my door, i opened it quickly and went inside. i ran to my sofa and laid my body on it.

again, many things happened today.

i looked at the clock and saw it was almost 6 pm. time really passes so fast.

i got up and went over my bath room and washed up, brushed my teeth, did my skin care routine, yada yada yada.

i flopped my heavy body on the bed and buried my face on the pillow.

slowly, i closed my eyes and felt my self dozing off onto this comfortable mattress.

-

i woke up and grabbed a bread before heading to work. actually, i was late so i didn't wash since i washed last night anyways.

i booked a taxi and went to the jung company.

i was worried of being awkward around jung hoseok but there's nothing i can do. we have the same office and he's literally just so near from my table.

the taxi dropped me off and i ran over the entrance then towards the elevator. i clicked the office level and waited. once the elevator stopped, i walked to the office but knocked first.

"come in," i heard him inside.

i slowly opened the door to meet his eyes. i looked away and just walk towards my table until i heard hoseok clicked his tongue.

i looked over him and rose up my eyebrows in confusion.

"aren't you gonna greet your BOSS?" he emphasized, "i remember you working under my company but you can't even greet me?" he said then put up his feet on his table while he poke the inside of his cheek.

why is he being like this? is it because of yesterday?

i looked at him and gulped.

i forgot my professionalism and just thought about my personal commitment with him. ugh, y/n what's happening to you?

"sorry sir," i said and fixed my coat to bow but i heard him laughing.

i gazed up at him and saw him holding his tummy while laughing loudly. seriously?

he noticed me with much confused face so he stopped and wiped his imaginary tears. i scoffed and rolled my eyes.

"i didn't think you would really take it seriously." he said while laughing.

"you're so annoying." i stomped my feet and walked towards my table.

i sat my ass and ignored his insulting laughs while i manage bunch of papers in front of me. jung company has been busy and there are many occasions scheduled this month.

i was working silently when i heard the door opening. i turned my head and didn't expect the guest who ran towards hoseok without hesitating.

"hobi!" yeonwa yelled and hugged hoseok tightly that even made him stumbled.

why is she here? i'm so sick seeing this psycho right here. it's more sickening to see her clinging onto hoseok as if she's a human koala.

"yeonwa? why are you here?" hoseok asked while still suffocating on her hug.

she finally let go but kept her arms around his neck, "mom had a important meeting here in seoul and i requested to go here since the meeting place was near over your company." she happily said.

hoseok nodded but my eyes landed on his hands that were slowly going down on her waist.

what the fuck?

"who cursed?" yeonwa turned her head towards my direction.

i must've said it out loud.

i bowed lightly and back to my work. i ignored them as they talk casually. i was typing something but stopped when i eavesdrop something.

"you became prettier and bloomy." hoseok complimented.

prettier? she still look the same. still ugly and flirty.

"really?" i turned my head to see her blushing.

i saw hoseok smiled at her. she suddenly dropped her phone and picked it up but hoseok picked it up too that made them brushed their skin together. they both looked at each other and chuckled.

i thought he doesn't like her? then why in the fucking world is he being flirty with her? when did he became so warm like this to her?

what? he likes me? he loves me?

suck my toes jung hoseok. i bet you said it to her too. i can't believe i let you kissed me. you're a fucking hoe, ugh.

i felt my phone vibrating so i picked it up and saw taehyung messaged me. i swiped to see his message.

from: kim taehyung

wanna go out for lunch?

i smiled and agreed. it's been a while since i last saw him, plus he's really fun to be with unlike this jerk—ugh.

i gathered up the files and stood up but my chair made a creaky noise. they both looked at me and stopped laughing.

"where are you going?" hoseok asked.

i rolled my eyes, "lunch with taehyung,"  i said and grabbed my purse.

hoseok stood up, "it's not lunch yet—"

"and so? i like to be with taehyung." i said while gritting my teeth.

i ignored his response but instead went out of the office as quickly as possible.

my blood is boiling every time i see then together. can't they just flirt any where but not infront of me? it's disgusting.

i was about to reach the elevator when a hand stopped me. i turned around to see hoseok.

"why are you going with taehyung?" he asked seriously.

"why? can't i?" i said and yanked my arms.

"no, you can't." he said and pulled me to his office again.

i yanked my arms strongly and scoffed, "you can flirt with your yeonwa but i can't eat with taehyung?"

"what? flirt with yeonwa?—" he rose his brows, "are you jealous?"

"jealous? you wish—" i stopped when he slammed me on the wall.

i winced in pain and glared at him. he looked down on me while he leaned closer.

"what are you doing?! go back there and have sex since i'm not there anymore—"

"you're jealous." he said and scoffed.

am i?

i tried to push him but he trapped me against the wall and leaned even more closer. he looked down and met my gaze.

"seriously y/n," he inhaled.

"you're confusing me." he said and walked away.

he left me alone there while i catch my breath.

i confuse myself too, hoseok.

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sorry for not updating quickly and this chap is fucking shitty. i'm sorry :( ePIPHANY THO JIN ENDED IT ALL IM FUCKING INLOVE UGH JIN LOVE YOU PUNCH MY FACE LMAO

i was supposed to publish this yesterday but our wifi cut off. but anyways, thankyou guys and ily'all with all my heart😤💜