"hey y/n."

jimin suddenly popped out and i flinched.

"why are you here?"

i was about to answer jimin but i heard a door being opened. i looked behind and saw him there, with her. my eyes landed on their intertwined so i quickly looked away.

"jimin, let's go." i grabbed jimin by his wrist but stopped when i heard hoseok called me.

"y/n, wait."

i scoffed and looked back, "please, just—just get lost and never show infront of me again." i begged.

i quickly pulled jimin and ignored hoseok who was calling me. i hate him, i don't wanna see him, hear him or neither hear his name. i hate him so damn much.

when we reached the exit, jimin yanked his wrist and looked at me weirdly.

"what happened? did he do something to you again?"

i pursed my lips and looked away. "no, i just hate him."

"why—"

"wanna go grab ice cream?" i cut him off.

he just nodded but still gave me a curious look. not now jimin, i don't wanna talk about him.

we arrived at the ice cream store and ordered. i ordered my favorite, chocolate flavor. we sat beside the window and talked about non-serious things like what bestfriends usually do. we were laughing when a seat was pulled beside us. we looked up and saw him.

"what's up guys?" he smiled.

"taehyung? why are you here?" i asked.

"i was about to pick you up since i asked you for lunch yesterday. but you weren't there and decided to grab an ice cream." he smiled and looked at jimin, "and saw you both here."

oh shit i forgot

"what? lunch with her? why would you eat with y/n?" jimin scoffed.

"why not?" taehyung chuckled.

"are you courting her?"

i widened my eyes. ugh, jimin is so embarrassing. i was about to yell at jimin when taehyung spoke,

"not yet." then taehyung looked at me while smiling.

i gulped and jimin slammed his cup of ice cream on the table, "you can't."

taehyung and i looked at jimin.

"why not?" taehyung mocked.

"j-just because." jimin lifted his chin up and looked so cocky.

"don't tell me you like her?" taehyung asked straight forwardly.

i choked on my ice cream even though i know it's impossible. why are they being like this today?

jimin looked uncomfortable after taehyung asked that. he didn't answer but just pursed his lips with his cheeks tinted in pink. when did he became cute like this? damn.

"i see." taehyung laughed.

"get lost." jimin sneered and started eating his ice cream again.

we all finished our ice cream and got out of the shop. jimin bid a goodbye after our co-worker called him. what a busy dork. i feel like not coming back to the company yet, i still need air after feeling so suffocated earlier.

"are you okay now?" taehyung asked as we are walking on the busy street.

"i guess. thankyou for yesterday." i smiled.

"just for you."

i feel like just going home and not going out today so i decided to come home. taehyung insisted he'll give me a ride but i said it's okay and i'll just take the bus. we bid a goodbye and both parted ways.

i walked over the bus stop and waited for my right bus. as i was waiting, my phone started to buzz. i looked at it and sighed as i hesitantly answered.

"hello, auntie?"

"oh y/n." i heard my auntie hissed.

"y-yes? how are you--" i was cut off.

"where's the money? quickly, deposit it."

i pursed my lips and gulped, "it'll be late this time auntie, i'm sorry. but i'll quickly send it to you as soon as i receive my pay--"

"i need it right now y/n, i didn't raised you for free." she scoffed through phone.

"okay, auntie i will find a way to send it to you as soon as possible." i bit my lip, "i'm sorry."

and then she hung up.

i even pay my auntie for raising me. ever since i graduated, my auntie wanted me to have a work quickly so i can give--pay  her for raising me since i was a baby. she said i wasn't her family and was just an accident so i should pay her every time i receive my salary. that's why i have so many debt since my salary wasn't enough to pay her the amount she wanted. the amount she wanted is even higher than my salary.

i looked up and saw my right bus getting further away. i just sighed and stood up, i got no choice but to walk. i started to move my feet but it felt heavy.

where would i even get the amount of money she wanted in that short time? i have so many debt until now, i can't add one again.

i walked to my favorite park i used to be going at when i feel things are messed up. i sat on the swing and moved back and forth. i looked at the dark sky, is it going to rain? shit, i didn't bring my umbrella.

i was cursing myself inside my head for not bringing umbrella when i saw a pair of shoes in front of me as i was looking on the ground.

"i knew you'd be here."

i lifted my head and widened my eyes to saw him standing in front of me.

"how are you?" my ex asked while smirking at me.

i stood up and shrugged, "you really have an audacity to show in front of me?"

he chuckled, he's so ugly. why did i cried for this jerk again?

"why not?"

"there's so many reasons why you shouldn't show in front of me, want me to recite every each of them?" i crossed my arms.

"you became sadistic. is that how you became after fucking guys?"

fucking guys? for all i know, i only fucked two guys and both are jerks.

"get lost, you're hurting my eyes." i covered my eyes.

"what about no?" he laughed, "i'm going to show you something that's why i came here."

i put my hands away and looked at him pulling his phone out. his fingers clicked his phone and slowly showed me the screen.

my eyes widened, "what's this?!" i tried to grab his phone but he quickly put his phone away.

"oh, it's just a video when we had our little moment." he grinned.

"delete it." i gritted my teeth as i felt my tears gathering in my eyes.

fuck it, why does this shithead always make me cry?

"why would i? it's not like you don't do this with other guys. you seems like you slut a lot." he laughed and stared at his screen.

tears rolled down my cheeks, rain started to drop at the same time. i felt disgusted, humiliated and i felt disrespected as a woman. so he secretly recorded it?

"gotta go." he said while laughing.

tears continuously flowed down my cheeks as i watch him go away with an umbrella. i stood there helpless, feeling lost until the rain started to drench me.

things are too tough for me and my ex added so i guess frustration took over me.

i sobbed and cried with the rain loudly dropping onto the ground. cloud, are you sad too?

i stopped sobbing when i felt no rain dropping on me anymore. i looked up to see a pink umbrella hovering above me. i slowly looked and saw him.

"don't cry."

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i changed the title since the title impeccable seems to be complicated to describe the plot lol i hope y'all don't mind.

nAMJOON GOT AN UNDERCUT IM FUCKING DED UGH DADDY & for the jikook video, it's disgusting. it's okay to ship but not this far, know your limits.

love you all, gotta sleep💜