"so you weren't virgin all this time?"

hoseok looked shocked to see me. i even shocked myself for letting my thoughts out through my mouth. i stared into his eyes.

"y/n i can explain—"

"what's there to explain hoseok?" i pointed at the girl, "she clearly said you took her virginity. were you playing with me all this fucking time?"

i ignored the girl besides us but gritted my teeth. i'm so frustrated. if it wasn't for him, i'm not here at gwangju. i wish i didn't meet him at all, i don't want to see him exists. maybe he meant the words back then, he was just playing all along, because he thinks i'm easy.

"no, y/n please—" hoseok walked towards me but i put my hands up.

"stop, i'm going home." i said and turned my heels. but before i go, i glanced back.

"well lied, jung hoseok."

i heard him shout my name but i quickly ran. i don't know where i was going neither where i am, i ran to an unknown path. i don't want to think anymore, i—i don't feel anything.

i walked into the busy city, still not know where i'm going. i should go home. there's no reason for me to stay here anyways.

i don't know how transportation works here so i got no option but to get help from taehyung. i called his number and he picked up seconds after.

"hello, taehyung?"

"y/n? oh, what's up?"

i gulped before saying the big favor i was gonna ask him. i got no other option but this.

"can you take me home?"

-

"sorry for bothering you," i bit my lip. "i got no one to contact and i don't know how to take the subway." i confessed.

"it's okay, i was going home anyways." he smiled.

i looked outside the window and sighed. thankfully, taehyung didn't ask about what happened. he just patted my back and let me sit on his car, he's so nice. maybe calling him wasn't a wrong decision after all.

the ride was long but i managed to took a nap. i was suddenly feeling so tired and my eyes felt heavy as i stare outside the window with a slow jam music.

taehyung tapped my shoulders, "we're here."

i looked around and saw my neighborhood. i felt relieved and comfortable as i stepped out. damn, i missed this.

"wanna go lunch tomorrow?" taehyung smiled cutely.

i just pursed my lips and nodded, "thankyou for the ride, i'll make it up to you tomorrow."

taehyung bid a goodbye and went to his car. once his car was dashed off, i walked towards my door and opened it.

i arranged my things before taking a bath and sleep, all i need right now is sleep. once i was done in my routine, i threw my self on the bed.

i stared at the ceiling.

why can i feel nothing?

i touched my chest, wait—is my heart frozen or something? what he did was a whole ass jerk but when i heard him say the words, i felt nothing. what do you expect from a jung hoseok anyways? he literally begged me for his virginity, what kind of person would do that?

memories flashed on my mind suddenly. he isn't virgin, he lied. he even betrayed me since i was a fool to believe him. a 24 year old man, virgin? hah, that's nonsense.

now that i think about it, why did he begged me for? why did he claim i stole his virginity? he've been playing with me all this time.

hoseok, you jerk.

no tear escaped my eyes no matter how much i think about it. he hurt my pride and dignity but why don't i feel mad or sad?

i let my eyes felt heavy and sleep again. maybe sleeping is my little escape from reality.

-

i woke up early and went to my office in seoul right away. once i entered my office, everybody was staring at me again. i slowly walked towards my chair and saw jimin busy.

"hey." i tapped his folder.

"i'm busy—" I punched his shoulders and he irritatedly looked but his eyes widen, "y/n? you're back!" he then hugged me.

jimin welcomed me very well. he knows i was in a family trip so i didn't mention the dramas that happened to gwangju.

"but why are they staring at me? do i have an ass on my face—" i asked but he cut me off.

"you don't know?" he sighed again.

"nope."

"it was rumored that you were drop off from the personal assistant position," jimin's eyes was full of pity.

what?

i kept my posture and gulped, "oh, i see."

"look y/n, what happened—" i didn't let jimin finish off his sentence but i dashed out from the office.

i walked quickly until i reach the bathroom. i washed my hands and look at my self at the mirror. i sighed and closed my eyes but i suddenly heard a cubicle opening.

i opened my eyes and was about to leave when i recognized the girl. i looked at her very carefully as she wash her hands. isn't she the one yesterday? the girl who was with hoseok—

i irritatedly get out of the restroom. why is she here? does that mean hoseok is here too? why don't he just stay on gwangju and never come back here in seoul?

i looked around, it means there's ninety-nine percent that i can bump into him inside this building.

i felt anxious and decided to get out of the company. my heels echoed through the hallways but stopped when i heard voices. i tilted my head and saw this is the ceo's office. the door was little opened.

my heart raced and peaked at the door. i regret it immediately when i saw hoseok. i tilted my head to the side and saw the girl sitting opposite from him while the ceo's on his desk.

i felt frustrated so i decided to not peak any longer. the more i see him, the more i feel something. i don't want to feel anything. i don't wanna see him.

i was about to leave when i heard hoseok's voice.

"dad, this is my new personal assistant. hyena." i stopped from walking away once i heard his statement.

"my girlfriend."

that's when i felt something. the pain of betrayal.

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damn sorry this is the only update i got, i tried updating last night but fell asleep again lmaoooo. i started writing last night and continued today (class are suspended but i already woke up and cant sleep)

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