Taehyung has been thinking about the conversation he had with Jimin throughout the entirety of the week. You've been so tied up with your work that he's only seen you during your lunch breaks when he would bring you food. He's not complaining, though. He's glad to see you doing something you love and he's happy that he even gets to see you at all.

Since that conversation though, he's masturbated more frequently. You are always on his mind, even more so now that he's ready to take it to that next step and give you his virginity. So what does he do? Watches pornos to visually learn. He wants to find your sweet spots, please you in more ways than one, and have you moaning his name while expressing your love to him.

Taehyung has never had these thoughts before in his life. He's willing to openly accept them because he wants to pleasure you. He is so in love with you, he'd do anything for you. But there's that doubt in his mind that you will reject him.

What if she isn't ready to have sex with me? What if she thinks that I finally gave in to the peer pressure? What if she doesn't want to have sex with me because of my inexperience? What if-

His mind is shut up when he gets a phonecall. He immediately answers, seeing your face illuminate his screen.

"Hey, gorgeous."

You giggle on the other line. "Hi, baby. What's up?"

"Just laying here in bed." He smiles, listening to the sweet, smooth sound of your voice on the other line.

"Well get your fine ass up and come to momma!" That lights a flame inside him that's been going on quite a lot recently. He's become familiar with it. He feels his friend twitch inside his boxers and he palms himself, letting out a small, shaky sigh. He doesn't even hear you calling his name. "Taehyung-ah? You there? I guess you don't want to come over."

"Hmm-" he hums, inches away from pulling his fully erect member out from those constricting boxers.

"Oh! You're still there." You sigh in relief.

Taehyung finally snaps back into it, face heating in embarrassment. "Oh, y-yeah. I'm sorry, babe. I'm gonna get in the shower, then I'll be over."

"Okay!" You say excitedly. "I love you."

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"I love you more." Taehyung replies and you end the call.

You can't wait for him to come over. It's been a long week with midterms and it's finally over. The students have a week off from school, which means you get a week off from work. You got all your lessons prepped for when school resumes so you wouldn't need to do it during your week off. But as of now, you're relaxing and you're going to do that with Taehyung.

Your mind travels to the phone call you just had with him. You find it kind of odd that he just went completely silent. Come to think of it, he's been acting a little differently around you. It all started when he saw you naked.

Maybe he didn't actually like what he saw, you think to yourself.

Sighing, you plop down face first into your bed. You're trying to not let it get to you. Maybe it's something else that's been bothering him. You'll ask him when he gets here. In the meantime, resting your eyes doesn't sound too bad.

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"Baby, get up."

"Hmm?" You groan, rolling over and slowly opening your eyes to see a smiling Taehyung above you. You give him a small smile. "Hi, baby."

"Hey, my sleepy girl." He kisses your forehead, and you sit up in your bed.

You stretch your arms up over your head and let out a dramatic yawn, scratching your head. "Sorry, Tae. I just needed a catnap."

Taehyung shakes his head. "It's okay. You've had a hell of a busy week. I know you can't wait to unwind. How's about a foot massage as you tell me about your day?"

You smile, nodding as you rip your socks off of your feet. He chuckles, reaching behind him to grab the lotion from your nightstand. He begins massaging your feet and the conversation went from how your day was going to how your week went with all the tests you had to grade and all the parents you had to call for the failing students.

After he gave you the best foot massage of the century, you both went into the living room to watch TV and cuddle up on the couch. Your head was on his chest and you couldn't help but notice his heartbeat. It was more sped up than it normally is.

"You feeling okay?" You ask, a hint of concern in your voice.

"Huh?" He asks, slightly confused.

"I just noticed that your heart is beating a little fast. Is everything okay?"

"Yeah." He answers quickly, returning his gaze to the TV.

You frown, wondering what's going on with him. It's really not like him to act this way. You leave it be for the moment and continue watching TV.

After about 2 hours of watching some weird show on Netflix, you sit up on the couch and turn the TV off. Taehyung looks at you with curious eyes, confusion mixed in. "What's wrong?"

"Taehyung," you start. "Do you find me attractive?"

Your question takes him completely off guard and his eyes widen in shock. "Of course I do! Where did you get the idea that I don't?"

"I don't know." You say in a small voice.

"It came from somewhere, Y/n. Come on, baby. Talk to me."

"As long as you talk to me."

"I am talking." He says.

You shake your head. "I asked you that because ever since you've seen me, like, really seen me, you've been acting kind of strange."

"Strange? Like what? And seen you?"

He's so naïve, it almost hurts.

"Since you've seen me naked, Tae." His eyes stay in their wide state as he swallows hard. You gesture toward him. "See? Like that. What's going on with you?"

"I-" he starts, but then closes his mouth. You need him to tell you what's going on with him, because you really think it's because of you.

"Tell me something, Taehyung. Please." Your voice cracks and it breaks his heart.

"I'm intimidated." He admits softly.

Your heart softens as you see the sincerity in his eyes. "Intimidated? By me?" He nods, almost childlike. "Why?"

He slowly stands and paces in his spot. "Because."

"Taehy-"

"Y/n, you are the most gorgeous woman I have ever laid my eyes on. You are so beautiful inside and most definitely on the outside. When I saw you naked for the first time, I didn't know what to do with myself. You're all I see. I see you like that in my head often. Your smooth skin, your breasts, everything."

Your eyes are wide at what your boyfriend is saying to you and chills roll down your spine. Is this your same innocent boyfriend from before?

"I see everything. I even started, um. I started touching myself." He says in a small voice and you are quick to stand.

"Taehyung." You saunter toward him, not breaking eye contact with him. "You masturbate to me?"

"Yeah." Taehyung breathes out, almost as a sigh of relief. "I do. And I hope that's okay."

You giggle. "Of course that's okay. You're my boyfriend. I'm just a little shocked is all."

"You shouldn't be." He says, confidence radiating from his answer. "Someone as amazing as you shouldn't be surprised that her boyfriend gets off to her almost every day."

The butterflies in your stomach break from their cage and begin going mad with their flutters. What are you supposed to do with this kind of information? The only thing you can think of.

You pull Taehyung into your chest and kiss him. Hard.

Taehyung doesn't back down as he grabs onto your waist and pulls you closer to him. You gasp as you feel him and begin thinking to yourself.

I did that? I got him that hard and all I did was lay my lips against his? Where is my innocent baby?

All those questions fly out the window as you feel his hands travel down the side of your hips and snake around to your back, grabbing two handfuls of your ass. And that's when it hits you.

Your boyfriend is ready. And you can admit to yourself that this is it. You want him.

You kiss Taehyung with so much emotion; raw and unfiltered. He's taken aback but quickly follows your lead. He's never made out with someone the way he's making out with you right now. You bring something extra. You bring the spice. And Taehyung wanted that in his life.

He wants to touch you. He wants to touch you so bad, but he has no idea where to put his hands. You feel his hands raise multiple times, but he just lets them fall back to his side. You break from the kiss slowly, noticing his involuntary whimper. You smile, gently pushing at his chest to lead him backward to fall on the couch. You straddle him, going straight to the side of his neck and marking your territory. He throws his head back, groans escaping freely.

He's such an innocent, pure soul, mere inches away from giving you the very item that makes him so innocent: his virginity.

That only makes you want him more, and that translates when you grind yourself on his ever-growing bulge. He moans clearly this time, whispering your name. The way his deep voice drags it out under his breath is enough to have you riding his shit right here and now.

You leave from his neck, your eyes now staring into his dilated ones. "Tae-"

"Y/n, let's do it. I'm ready. I want you to take my virginity."

As the words leave his mouth, you smile the biggest you have in your entire life. This was really about to happen. This was it. It was now the time to reveal what you had been hiding from the world.

You leave a gentle kiss to his lips, genuinely smiling at him. "Just follow my lead, and we'll learn this together."

"Together?" He asks, a little surprised.

You nod, "Together. You're giving me your virginity, so I'm giving you mine."

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Do you recognize anything here? The line that starts off with "You kiss Taehyung with so much emotion..." is Chapter Zero! Y'all we started from the bottom & we fucking made it!!!! We ✈ baby!!!

This moment was so anticipated & I'm going to make sure that the next chapter is intricately written. I want y'all uwu machines to break. I want y'all to be soft & hard at the same damn time. It's going down next chapter 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 Momma out! 💜💜

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