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Oof I can't name things, it's the hardest part of writing

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"Yes, I hear what you're saying, but I don't care about that right now," Roman said to Logan, who looked like he'd rather be somewhere else, where he was being listened to, at the moment, "it's an issue for another time. Let's instead focus on what Thomas actually brought us here for."

Logan made a gesture of annoyance, letting Roman go back to talking to Thomas. He looked extremely irritated but seemed to have decided to leave it for later. Roman, Thomas and Patton didn't make any attempt to bring him into the conversation, instead they changed the topic to Thomas' passions, discussing what they wanted him to do next. They didn't make any completely horrible suggestions, so Virgil felt no need to interrupt, but he did turn to Logan and roll his eyes. Logan discreetly made an agreeing little nod before giving the others an unimpressed glance.

Then Logan just shrugged, turning back to Virgil and smiling at him, a small action that made Virgil feel as if there were butterflies in his stomach. He flashed Logan a small, slightly uncertain smile, before looking back down at the stairs where he was standing. He was too awkward to maintain eye contact with Logan for too long, he didn't want to accidentally do something embarrassing. Knowing himself he'd most likely end up embarrassing himself.

Glancing up again a moment later, because he just couldn't help himself, he realized that Logan was still observing him, and his heart did a little surprised jump in his chest. He forced himself to look back up at Logan to meet his eyes, like someone who was functioning correctly would do, and he felt a smile force its way onto his face, making him unwillingly give Logan an even more fond look, mentally cursing at himself for not just being able to act like a normal person. He worried that someone would notice him acting strange, and maybe even figure out why.

He couldn't find it in himself to look away, and apparently neither could Logan, because they both kept their gazes on each other. Virgil hoped desperately that the way Logan was looking at him wouldn't end with him blushing, and he was fighting not to lose his internal battle to keep his gaze away from Logan's pretty lips.

Lately Virgil always felt as if there was something between them, but he disregarded the thought each time, because it was just too unrealistic to think that something would ever happen between the two of them. At least from Virgil's point of view, and he didn't really dare to think more positively than that, he feared that he'd only be setting himself up for heartbreak then.

That didn't stop him from smiling at Logan right now though, and neither did it stop him from allowing himself to continue looking at Logan. After all, Logan kept his gaze on him, and why should Virgil be the first to look away? (And why should he have to admit to himself that he was getting lost in Logan's eyes?)

The thought made him let out a small sigh, and Virgil then noticed that the room was very quiet, and he finally forced his gaze away from Logan and to the others, who were all observing them. The tiny smile immediately dropped from his face, as if it'd never been there in the first place, and he tried to look unbothered, despite the fact that he hated to be the center of attention.

"You guys okay over there there?" Roman said, smiling smugly and looking between Logan and Virgil. Logan looked like he very suddenly became aware of the other people in the room, and the fact that they were all in the middle of filming a video for Thomas' channel. Logan only cleared his throat and pushed his glasses up, returning his focus to what was going on without showing in any way that he had done something unusual. Virgil instead pulled his hood up and stared down at the floor for a minute, until the others went back to discussing Thomas' problem and he no longer could feel their eyes on him.

Virgil sighed quietly again, sneaking glances at Logan, and not really paying any attention to what the others were talking about. They didn't seem to care that he wasn't contributing anything to the discussion, so he wondered why he had even been brought here, it wasn't like he had any important input to the conversation, and he had been perfectly content sitting in his room and reading the book Logan had lent him the day before.

In other words, him even being here was a waste of his time. Then again he had actually been invited, so he guessed he should stick around until they were done filming this video. Luckily that didn't seem to take very long, because after a few minutes Thomas was wrapping the video up, and Virgil was relieved that he was soon allowed to leave. He could go back to lying on his bed and reading while a song he liked was playing on repeat in the background.

Roman sank out from the room with a dramatic bow. Patton soon followed, but not without making a silly pun first, one that made Logan inhale sharply, and Thomas followed too, hopefully to think through things a bit before acting, since Roman and Patton's suggestions for what he should do were weren't always the best. Virgil hadn't actually listened much to what they had been saying, but from experience he knew that sometimes letting Thomas listen only to Roman and Patton was a bit of a danger.

And this left Virgil and Logan alone, Virgil noticed when he was pulled out from his thought by Logan stepping into his view. Logan cleared his throat, then taking a moment to look right at Virgil before his gaze dropped and he spoke.

"So, Virgil. I feel I should address the fact that I've started to feel differently when I am around you. I do not know if it is just me imagining things, but I feel there is something between us." He said, no doubt or uncertainty in his voice, and Virgil's breath hitched. Logan had noticed it too. Logan arched and eyebrow, taking yet another step closer to Virgil who felt as he was frozen to the ground.

"W- wait." Virgil forced out, despite not really wanting Logan to wait, but, surprise, surprise, Virgil had some worries. Especially since the distance between the two of them was dangerously small. He thought he knew where this was going, and even if he wanted it, the thought scared him.

"What if this ruins our friendship?" Virgil said, doing his best to come up with reasons to why he should not let this situation proceed any further. It did not work very well at all since he had hoped Logan would show interest in him for weeks.

"What if it turns it into something ...better?" Logan suggested timidly. Virgil took a shaky breath, forcing himself to think clearly and not be too affected by how close they were standing, and in which circumstances.

"This might change everything." He said, accidentally letting his eyes glance down at Logan's lips. The words he was saying were just as much to convince himself that this might be a bad idea, as it was to convince Logan. Their faces were only centimeters away, and Virgil knew he should take a step back, create more distance between them, but he couldn't make himself move. Moving his body seems to take a lot more self-control than he can muster.

"It might. And it might not." Logan said, he wasn't stepping away either, he seemed to be certain about where he wanted this to go, and Virgil could feel his hands on his hips. Just the fact that they were this close made him want to disregard any sense, and Logan's touch was not helping.

"I will leave you alone if you actually want me to. Just tell me to go, and I will leave, and we will pretend that I didn't say anything and whatever this is didn't happen." Logan said, and that isn't fair, because Virgil really do not want him to go, and he would never be able to get the thought out of his head that they had been so close to kissing. He rested his hands on Logan's shoulders, hoping that he couldn't feel how shaky and nervous he was. He shook his head slightly, because he didn't, in any way, want Logan would leave. Then Virgil might have made the mistake of, again, glancing down at Logan's lips, because he just couldn't help it.

And then they were kissing, Virgil wasn't even sure which one of them had leaned in, maybe they both had. He'd only let his eyes close for a moment and then he had felt Logan's lips against his. Virgil wrapped his arms around Logan's middle, kissing back. Their lips moved together, slowly, and when they separated Virgil found himself definitely wanting more.

Logan doesn't seem to feel any differently, he leans closer again, letting their lips lightly brush together at first, making Virgil shiver. Logan surely must've noticed, but he doesn't show it, he only runs a hand down Virgil's side, then cupping his cheek and tilting his head up a little bit, allowing the kiss to deepen. Virgil wasn't sure what to do with his hands because he couldn't focus his thoughts enough to think of that, he had moved them to Logan's back, but now he let them slide down and rest on Logan's hips, deciding on just keeping them there.

Logan's tongue exploring his mouth was erasing every doubt in his mind that this might not be a good idea, he can't bring himself to care, because Logan's lips on his felt good, it made his head spin and this warm, fuzzy feeling grow inside his chest. It was simply overwhelming, in a somehow good way.

Virgil gently pushed Logan back, breathlessly opening his eyes and blinking a few times. They were still wrapped closely together in each others arms, both trying to catch their breaths. With a small happy sigh, Virgil lets himself lean against Logan, enjoying the feeling of Logan's body pressed against his. Logan's breathing is still a bit too quick, and if Virgil isn't mistaken he can feel Logan's quick heartbeat.

"So, any regrets?" Logan asks, and Virgil shook his head. No matter the consequences he thinks he'd have a hard time managing to feel bad over that.

"Not yet. And I don't think I ever will have if you keep kissing me like that." He mumbled out the last part, which made no difference since they were standing so close together. Logan just smirked and leaned in, closing the gap between them again and (somehow gently) pushing him against the wall, making him let out a soft sound that only slightly embarrassed him. The Logan pulled back for a second, enough to allow him to speak.

"Your lips are so soft, more so than I had expected." Logan mumbled, and grinned when Virgil blushed. Virgil leaned closer, so that their lips were almost touching.

"I'm going to stick with what I once said about you talking too much..." Virgil said, to draw away attention from his flustered face, making Logan quietly laugh before stealing another kiss, that was probably meant to be short, but Virgil made sure it lasted longer, somehow pulling Logan even closer than he already was.

"Oh, come on! Now I owe Patton five dollars..." Roman groaned, causing them to abruptly break the kiss and remember where they were. Virgil supposed that they had to suit themselves for getting caught up in the moment and making out in the most public place in Thomas' house. He glared at Roman and Patton over Logan's shoulder, something that didn't seem to bother them at all, to Virgil's annoyance.

"Yeah, and you owe Thomas' seven dollars. Pay up." Patton said, smiling joyfully, then giggling when Roman handed him the money. Virgil only closed his eyes and took a deep breath, ignoring their two friends that were probably already texting Thomas about what they had just walked in on. Though Patton looked like he was taking pictures of them and Virgil felt that it was time to get out of there.

"Let's, uh, go somewhere a bit more private." Virgil suggested, he was starting to feel slightly uncomfortable because of the audience they had, the only thing keeping him from feeling anxious was Logan's arms that were still around him, grounding him.

"Agreed." Logan said quietly, one of his hands finding Virgil's before they sank out of the room together, the other two traits, and their host now, 'oooing' behind them as they left. Virgil knew very well that they would be teased a great deal about this later.

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Written: 18th July & 8th, 9th, 10th August & 9th September 2018
Published: 8th October 2018
Words: 2241

I like the 'walked in on' prompt, can you tell? lmao

I don't get anything done in swedish class because 98% of the time I need to focus all my energy on not bursting into tears :)