Dear Lily,

       I just felt like writing to you. I don't know. I feel scared. I know how the future holds so many possibilities for us but I can't help but think there's only one for me.

       It's funny, I'm only fifteen yet here I am already stressing about my future. It's just so frustrating to think about. Especially after this year with OWLs. They expect us to know what we want to be after this year. I'm just a kid! I don't know what to do. I don't even know how to answer my Potions essay.

       I envy you sometimes, you know? You make everything seem so easy! It's like anything is possible when it comes to you. The way that, once you put your mind to it, you can accomplish it. I can honestly see it very clearly. You will save a lot of people Red, I'm sure of it. And I'm not even that good at Divinations but I know it will happen. Because you're Lily Evans. Anything can happen with you.

       Sometimes, I try to see what part I could have in that future of yours. Sometimes I'd imagine the both of growing old together, spending our days in a huge ass mansion because that's what we deserve. By we I meant you. You deserve all that life has to offer. It troubles me sometimes that I might not be the best for you.

       It doesn't matter anyway. There's only one path for the likes of me. I only hope you have a bright future, Red.

Love,
Blue