hi beautiful. i hope you're doing okay. don't forget to eat and rest, don't worry you're doing okay. don't forget you're more than enough, and beautiful. i purple you !! 💜
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"you're here again." jimin smiled when he opened the door, it hadn't been long since he last saw yoongi but seeing him again made him happy. after all, they been hanging out a lot lately. jimin swears that his moments with yoongi are the happiest. still, he knows he shouldn't fancy yoongi. not in a world like this, in this time.

li came to check on you, i heard your case was pretty messy." yoongi smiled back, entering the house. he waited for jimin to close the door before kissing him. they kissed for a bit before jimin pulled away. "indeed it was. i wish i could be better." jimin frowned, he stared at yoongi. yoongi felt a pang in his chest, he didn't like seeing jimin sad, he embraced him. "is kyung not home?" yoongi whispered as he rubbed his back in comfort. jimin didn't say anything but yoongi knew she wasn't, otherwise he wouldn't be hugging him in plain sight or kissing.

"don't worry love, it's not that you're bad. some people are just unreasonable, there's no point in arguing with someone with no common sense." yoongi comforted him. "it's my job to help them and i failed. there's no reason to continue, i can't even write nowadays, i can't seem to scape this life i have. this life full of lies, for all my life i felt like i needed to do the right thing and now that i'm doing it, it doesn't feel right. i feel like i've been caged this whole time, except when i'm with you." jimin looked up at yoongi. "when i'm with you i'm at ease, i don't feel judged or forced to do anything."

jimin had spend a lot of time with yoongi. he grew fond of him, liking him a bit more than usual.

"it's been four months since we met, i'm sure you're aware. in those four months i've been so happy with you, but i know, that all of this is temporary." jimin frowned. "i want a life with you in this impossible world." he told him. jimin truly wished for a life where they could live together, where they were accepted by society.

yoongi didn't say anything, his mouth was slightly open. he looked down.

"but i'm also aware that you don't see me as anything, a simple tool of entertainment, am i right? but still, i want to run away with you." jimin cried. he was frustrated, everything he felt was overwhelming.

"you can't regret saying that later." yoongi kissed his forehead. "have you been drinking" he asked and jimin nodded. "then how about we rest?" yoongi picked him up. jimin wrapped his legs around yoongi's waist and laid his head on his shoulder. "you're quite light, have you been getting proper sleep and rest?" yoongi asked, carrying him up the stairs. "i seem to have forgotten." jimin simply answered, holding on to yoongi tighter.

"it's not good to skip meals, i love your body the way it is, even if i haven't explored it yet." yoongi made his way towards jimin's room.

yoongi entered and closed the door behind him, locking it. he laid jimin in the bed. "i'll be taking my leave now beautiful." he leaned in and kissed his forehead.

jimin grabbed yoongi's sweater. "please don't leave." he whispered. yoongi looked at him, feeling a sudden rush in his heart. "i-i'll stay." he slightly blushed and laid next to jimin. he spooned jimin until he fell asleep. yoongi waited a little bit before he accidentally fell asleep.

yoongi woke up to a knock on the door. he got up and rubbed his eyes, trying to clear his vision. he turned to his side and noticed jimin peacefully sleeping.

"are you alright, darling?" kyung knocked softly on the door.

"shit." yoongi cussed and abruptly shook jimin. jimin pulled the blanket and pushed yoongi away. "stop." he mumbled and until he realised what happened.

he abruptly stood up. "what's happening?" he asked, yawning. "kyung is home, she's knocking on the door, how do i get out?" yoongi whispered. "i got it, i'll distract her, and you go out through the back door." jimin stood up from the bed. he quickly fixed himself and walked towards the door, not before pecking yoongi's lips.

yoongi nodded and smiled at him. "i'll see you later under the stars." jimin said walking out. yoongi smiled knowing that jimin wanted to meet up later.

jimin walked outside the room, closing the door behind him. he walked down the stairs and into the kitchen to meet kyung.

"hi, darling." he hugged her from behind. kyung smiled, and continued cutting the tomatoes. "you smell, really good." jimin nuzzled against her. kyung turned around when jimin started kissing her neck.

"what's with this all of the sudden?" she wrapped her hands around his neck and tiptoed up. "i missed you." jimin picked her up, and moved everything that was on the counter, making a placed for her to sit.

she smiled as jimin leaned in, kissing her. jimin kissed her back, he kept his eyes open and looked towards the side, catching a glimpse of yoongi on the side of the door. he noticed how yoongi looked more down.

kyung separated herself from jimin trying to catch her breath. she noticed how jimin looked distracted, she turned to look his way but was quickly kissed again, making her forget why she stopped in the first place.

jimin looked at yoongi leave and then he pulled away.

"i'm sorry." jimin apologised. "you're making food, i'm just being a nuisance." he faked a smiled and walked out, leaving kyung confused.

it wasn't long that he heard a knock on the door. "i'll open darling." kyung said, making her way towards the door. she opened it.

"good afternoon yoongi, what brings you here?" she asked. "i came to see how my pal was doing." he said in an annoyed voice. "alright." she nervously responded.

"jimin, darling, yoongi is here to see you." she made his way towards jimin. "you're here?" jimin tried hiding his smiled. "afraid i wouldn't come? i came to check on your case don't get you hopes up, i heard it was messy." he bit back his smile.

"i'll leave you two to catch up." kyung said, "yoongi please stay for dinner." kyung told him making her way back. "it would be a shame if i didn't after all, you're food is palatable." he responded and made his way upstairs where jimin was headed.

jimin walked into his office and waited for yoongi to come in before locking the door. yoongi sat on jimin's chair, waiting for jimin to take a seat.

"i thought you were leaving." jimin bit his lip and walked towards yoongi, climbing up on his thighs. he sat facing him.

"i can't seem to see you kissing someone else." yoongi growled on jimin's ear, slightly bitting his ear. he placed his hands on his back, squeezing his ass.

jimin let out a moan. "are you jealous?" he bit his lip. "why wouldn't i be? i cant have someone else touching my property." yoongi brought him closer to him. jimin's breathing increased. "i-i don't like when you tease me like this." he stared at yoongi.

"then what would you like? for me to give you what you want? you have to earn it princess. for a good 3 months you've been asking for it and not earning it." yoongi stared up at him. "just look at yourself, you look absolutely stunning." yoongi kissed jimin.

they both fought for dominance until yoongi won. jimin was a panting mess. "it would be great if we could stay like this forever." jimin hugged yoongi. "it would, wouldn't it." he hugged him back.

jimin moved up, accidentally rubbing his ass on yoongi. yoongi grunts.

"i don't like it when you tease me. if you must know i'm in control." he grabbed jimin's hair, pulling it. jimin moaned rather loudly and trembled in excitement. "you're so beautiful." yoongi said, opening his shirt, with easy. "just look at your body, it's so pretty, so intoxicating." he said, kissing him from the neck down.

jimin panted and grabbed yoongi's hair, pulling him closer. yoongi sucked on jimin's neck, leaving small bite marks on him.

jimin knew how to act to get what he wanted, voicing it out with both whining and begging to be touched but he knew yoongi had too much control over himself.

"i don't want to do it until you're ready." yoongi breathed on jimin's tummy. jimin nodded, knowing he wasn't going to get what he wanted.

yoongi heard a knock on the door, taking him out of his trance. "food is ready." kyung interrupted. "we'll be down." jimin replied, doing his best to sound like he wasn't out of breath. "it looks like we'll have to finish this another time." he frowned, and got off yoongi, slightly rubbing his ass to teased him.

"why are you like this?" yoongi let out a low moan. "always teasing me, it's unfair." he grabbed jimin before he walked away, placing him on his desk.

"you can't expect me to always let it go, i'm close to my limit he growled. just look at your body, it's so beautiful and those marks make you even more, you're everything." he bit jimin's pale skin, leaving more marks.

"you belong to me." he gave him one last kiss and separated himself. "here, you can have your shirt back." yoongi smiled, picking it up and handing it to him.

jimin looked at his body and realisation finally hit him. "you over did it." he groaned. "normally you wouldn't do this." he sighed and looked down. yoongi walked towards him, lifting his chin up. "don't be upset, now everyone knows you're mine." he smiled.

"not in a world like this." jimin frowned and put his shirt back on. "that's if you let them know, your friends, taehyung and jungkook, right? they're together and yet no one knows besides namjoon, hoseok and seokjin. so why should we let them know about us? the world doesn't need to know about us, it's only you and me." yoongi told him, making jimin smile.

"now let's go eat." he said, opening the door after composing himself.

they both made their way down to the kitchen, taking a seat on the opposite side of each other. "so, yoongi, wheres rose? i saw her earlier in the supermarket and she had no idea where you were either." she eyed yoongi.

"busy with work, lately, something has been taking up my time." he said, glancing at jimin. "however, i don't see why that's your concern, i'm glad you're worrying for rose but shes just fine." yoongi looked at her.

"still, it's such a shame you can't spent time with her, lately she's been lonely without you. if jimin ever did that to me i would surely cry, i would miss him a lot." she looked at him. "i don't mean to intrude in your life, it's just, i don't see what could be so important that you can't take care of your wife, it's like, she means nothing, unless that's exactly what she means. surely a man of your kind wouldn't be so content with someone like her." she glared at him.

jimin stared at kyung, confused. she would never talk back to anyone now let alone insult someone else.

yoongi abruptly stood up. "i understand you're worried about her, however that gives you no right to talk down on me or for me to talk down on you, but if you cross the line i'll surely make you remember where you belong." he spat. "i seem to have lost my appetite, i'm going for a coffee." he told jimin and stormed out. "thank you for having me." he said and walked out.

"kyung." jimin coldly spoke to her. "you have no reason to insult anyone like that. he's right, unlike many others he has never talked down on you or made you feel inferior, don't insult anyone like that." he said. "i'll be going for a coffee as well." he said, pushing his food away.

"i'll see you later." he grabbed his coat and walked out. kyung frowned. "was he expecting me to not be angry about that love mark on his neck?" she laid her head down. "i'm still a fool in love and i'm losing her." she sighed.

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jimin ran up to yoongi. "i'm sorry." he apologised. "i have no absolute idea as to what made her speak like that, normally she doesn't." he said and heard yoongi chuckled.

"i'm not mad." he laughed. "it's good to know you have a wife that cares about you, i'm sure she noticed the purple bite that's quite visible right now and got angry." he laughed. "i didn't want her to say anything that would put you on the spat so i pretended to be mad." he scanned jimin. "so, i was the fool? that's rich." jimin bursted out laughing. "i guess i never expected you to care for me." he felt the wind blow his hair.

"i'll always care for you. now would you like a coffee or would you prefer to watch the stars?" yoongi asked.

"i prefer to be with you." he said. "then the coffee it is." yoongi smiled and started to walk there.

they both made their way towards the coffee shop and entered.

"jimin, you're back." seokjin smiled. "i haven't seen you in a while." he hugged him. jimin grinned, looking at all his friends.

"you're all here." he said. "it's wednesday, it's they we all gather together." jin rolled his eyes. he looked at taehyung, who was cuddled up with jungkook in the back room.

"we won't be here for long though." jimin sighed. "we came for coffee." jimin took a seat, and watched jin close the shop. "i'm surprised, normally you would stay late with hoseok. he's here if you want to talk to him, he said he misses you."

hoseok walked out of the back room and noticed jimin. he ran up to him, embracing him. "i missed you." he said, kissing his forehead.

yoongi stood there watching the scene unfold. he clicked his tongue. jimin gawked at yoongi and separated himself from hoseok.

"i'm running late." he frowned. "kyung must be worried, so i should take my leave." he apologised. "but next wednesday i'll be back." he smiled.

hoseok pouted. "next wednesday is when you publish your book correct? we'll be here ready to celebrate your win." hoseok hugged jimin again.

"if he wins." yoongi chuckled. "he will." hoseok smiled and made his way towards the back. "here are your coffees, it's on the house." jin said, hanging them their cups.

both yoongi and jimin drank their drinks fast and made their way out.

"it felt like i was in a box." yoongi let out a sigh. "but now since we're out, let's go to our place." he held jimin's hand and lead him towards the small house once again.

"it was such a hassle to get here." jimin laughed, looking up at the stars. "it seems impossible for you to be able to look in the dark and somehow you managed." he turned to yoongi.

"i'll always manage, when i'm with you." he turned to jimin and kissed him. "please, let me make you mine." yoongi hovered over jimin.

jimin nodded and smiled. yoongi stood up and waited for jimin to stand up. he picked up jimin from the floor and carried him to the bed.

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"bloody hell." jimin screeched as he jolted up. "i-i slept with him." he bit his lip, he felt his heart race. yoongi was woken up with all the sudden movements in the bed.

"rose, you're making a lot of noise please simmer down." he got up, rubbed his eyes until his vision became clearer. he looked to his side, his eyes widening. "j-jiminie." he gasped. "what are you doing here?" he questioned, trying to recall last night events.

"you really can't see, can't you? i slept with you." he clicked his tongue, trying to hold back his hurt expression. "i don't remember." yoongi lied. "there's no point in lying." jimin groaned. "we went and did it, and the worst part is that we both didn't go home."

"why is that bad? if i may ask." yoongi cleared his throat. "why is it bad? kyung must be worried."

yoongi bursted out laughing. "i'm just messing with you, i remember everything. how could i not? it was my first time making love to someone i like." he smiled. "you were great last night." yoongi turned to jimin. he stopped talking once he looked at him. his mouth was slightly left open. "you look even better in the daylight." yoongi stared at jimin.

"that's rich coming from you." jimin pouted. "i'm not playing, i love your bedhead." yoongi kissed jimin's forehead. jimin smiled and tried standing up before feeling sudden pain. he fell to the floor.

"what the—" he stopped himself from cussing. "what did you do to me." he whined, looking up. yoongi stood up fast from the bed and helped jimin up. "are you alright, darling?" he asked, lifting jimin up from the floor.

"no, i'm not. my back hurts, i feel like i've spent countless nights awake without any rest." he argued. yoongi chuckled as jimin glared at him. "what's so funny?" he spat. "you're so cranky in the morning it's adorable." he continued laughing.

"stop laughing or i'll hit you." he threatened. "that's not very nice of you, whats with the drop of formality? last time i checked, talking without any manners is for those in the streets, you and i aren't from there." yoongi scolded him, taking a seat next to jimin.

"correct, we're not, however we didn't go home last night so we didn't get a change of clothes, aren't we just like them? i don't really see a difference between us and them. we're like them, except we chose different paths. i might not know everyone's stories, however i can convey that if they had the option to continue and not give up then you and i would be where they are now; in the streets." jimin laid back.

"we're the same?" yoongi tilted his head. "there's absolutely no difference." jimin smiled. "however, our problem now is us. what we did is wrong." jimin stated. "however it felt right. i felt like i belonged in your hands, like you and i were meant to be. but as much as my heart flutters, i'm worried, just like you i'm scared; i'm scared that maybe destiny is jealous of us."

"you know, the universe has moved for us, without missing a single thing. our happiness is meant to be." yoongi got closer to jimin.

"cause you love me and i love you." jimin whispered to himself.

"you say that because you have taken in interest in me right now, however after we slept, i felt a connection. i'm scared, i never felt anything like this before but i know itll end up bad, there's no way you and i can ever end together. these past 4 months have been amazing and yet i know in the next month, when we release our books it'll end up chaotic." jimin felt tears in his eyes.

"as much as i hate to say this, you're my angel, my world." yoongi cupped jimin's face. "all this is no coincidence. the way i feel, the whole world is different from yesterday. with your joy, maybe it's the providence of the universe. you know?" yoongi got closer to jimin's lips. his lips hovering over jimin.

"i know." jimin kissed him.

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i love them.

i miss yoonmin hours: opened