I'm on a role here people!
Ahhhhh !!!!!
Here's where shit gets real.
*serious face*
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SMASH!!

Ah. There goes beautiful glass plates.

CLASH!!

And the glass cups.

For some strange reason he didn't throw the spoons. It seemed like the kitchen didn't have much for him to destroy.

BAMMM!!!!!

Spoke too soon. Payne literally went over to the dining table Payge was sitting at and lifted the entire table up and threw it at the wall lenght see through window.

It created the loudest sound but I seemed to be the only one that flinched at the sound. Payge was still seated in the chair surrounded by other chairs, table less of course

Maybe in other situations I would laugh at this. Right now. I didn't know what to think.

I was on an emotional rollercoaster. From:

Sadness when I thought Payne was hurt,

Relief when he came through the kitchen door.

Uneasiness when I saw the bag in his hands.

A mix of grief and happiness when he told me it was the Alpha's head.

Guilt after obviously.

Then a massive load of confusion as Payge announced she was pregnant.

Taking words from Payne's vocabulary.

What the actual fuck is going on?

"HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU LET THIS HAPPEN!! YOU STUPID BITCH. YOU'RE PREGNANT. WHO'S THE FATHER? HUH !! DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHO IT IS?! AND I HIGHLY FUCKING DOUBT ITS YOUR MATE!!!" Payne loudly exploded as he kicked away one of the dining chairs.

"Payne you can't give shit talk about mate because look how you fucking treat yours" Payge replied in a lower much more calm voice. Payne seemed to not have even heard her.

"IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED? FUCKING ALL THOSE MEN UNTIL THIS HAPPENED? WAS THIS YOUR GOAL ALL THIS TIME!" He practically screamed at her kicking another chair.

I could see he was slowly making up his way till he reached the chair she was seated at.

The cold breeze from outside was gushing into the room from the now destroyed window.

A sickly round of laughter filled the air. It made the hair on the back of my neck stand up. This was a side of Payne that I'd never seen before. I've seen him angry and very much at that but now, it was as if he could kill her.

Panic over took me.

I didn't know what Payne was talking about with all those different men but as my memory flooded back to earlier with the man who had bounced into me it all added up. This was Payge's way to deal with her problems.

Sex.

But it wasn't possible for that man to be the father of her child. Its too soon. A few hours?
Not possible.
She must be a couple weeks if she knew for fact that she was indeed pregnant.

So what was he here for?

Maybe this wasn't his first time here?

"Payne stop!" I yelled over the noise.

"Don't you fuckin-"

"Shut the fuck up!" I screamed at him. Panic, rage and everything else build up was taking over me.

Payne grew still and turn to face me with the anger of a bull seeing red. I didn't care though. I'd rather him take it out on me than his sister because even though she messed up, she is the one that was going to have to deal with this. This was her life and Payne going all Godzilla over the furniture and her wasn't going to do anything but make a bigger problem.

"Leave her alone. This has nothing to do with you and nothing you say or do right now is going to change the fact that whats done is done. Look at what you did in here! Keep this up and you might even hurt her! And thats something I know you'll greatly regret later." My heart was thundering in my chest and the intense glare I was receiving right now was death itself.

"Leave her alone Payne." I growled out walking over and placing myself between the two.
I felt stupid for a second. Payge didn't even look terrified or even nervous about Payne's anger.

Is it possible Payge was capable of beating her brother? Maybe she'd put up a good fight?

I seriously didn't understand the two.

Payne was up in my face in the blink of an eye.

"Get. Out. Of. This." He barked out and instead of standing down I took a step toward him.

"You got me into this the minute you took me in." His eyes were pitch black at this point and his hands were twitching at his sides. "Stop this. Think about what you're doing. Do you really want to hurt your sister? You're own blood!" I paused trying to calm myself down before I over did it and ended up being the one hurt instead but still I'd rather I get hurt than Payge though.

Breathing out a sigh I went even closer to him. His delightful cologne helping calm me.

"Payne you have to drop this. She did the deed and she has to endure the consequences. You reacting this way will just make her feel worse. Instead of being here for her and comforting her you're making this worse so it's either you calm down" I made my voice stronger getting dead serious with him. My gaze was level with his even though I had to look up. "Or leave."

A loud growl emitted from his mouth and he leaned forward a bit as if he was about to say or do something.

"I'm sorry Payne." Payge's voice cracked sending both our heads her direction.

She was crying. But she didn't sob. The tears just fell.

Payne went still and from the way he didn't move I knew he wasn't breathing.

"Don't apologize to me. This is all on you." He said in a weak voice then as I turned to face him he left.

Slamming the door on his way out. The remaing pieces of glass from the broken window fell.

Payge sniffled and as I met her eyes she gave me a slight smile.

I nodded at her and because I knew how it felt to not want to break down infront of someone. I gave her space.

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Payne P.O.V

The worse possible news I could have received was exactly what Payge had told me.

Everything was fine as I entered the castle but now, with everything that just went down I wish I never stepped foot in here in the first place.

God what a mess.

How could she let this happen?

Who the fuck is the father? And not because I actually care. That child was going to grow up fatherless.

A baby. Boy or girl.
This was no time for a child. This wasn't a family that needed extending.

This will ruin everything. This will change my sister and most of all, her baby will be her weakness. We have many enemies, who says they won't one day use the child against her?

A knock on my door stole my attention and I quickly felt all the pressure and rage from earlier come back.

She had a lot of courage to come here after everything that just happened.

I rose off the ground and opened up the door in one yank.

"What the Fu- ... Alexis?" My rage got even worse. "Fuck off."

I slammed the door in her face. Well, I tried, her foot blocked the way and her small hands gripped the door and she somehow crawled into my room. All the while letting the door still slam behind her.

"Get out! I don't want you here. Leave me the fuck alone!!" I growled out and I hoped it didn't sound a little whiny. I really couldn't deal with this.

Her face was annoying me right now. However cute it may look. She snapped at me earlier and she actually cursed me. Her bravery was going to get her killed at this rate.

"I really don't care Payne." I blanched at that. Who the fu-

She rushed into me and wrapped her arms around me. The warmth emitting from her somehow calming me. Just her touch alone drained all the rage out of me.

Weird.

My hands were still at my side. I didn't know what to do.

Earlier, before Payge ruined everything, when I entered the room Alexis was in a mess. Her face wet with tears and her eyes were begining to get puffy. She'd been crying. Payge had said it was because she thought I was hurt.

Cool.

No. No it wasn't cool.

I was doing it again. This is exactly what Payge was talking about. I felt something for Alexis. I didn't know what exactly it was but aside from the mate shit, there was something else. She was growing on me and just as the way she cried when she thought I was hurt, I'm sure I felt that amount of frustration when I saw her scars. Thats why I killed the Alpha right?
Killing was a normal thing to me but this one was out of pure rage and something else.
Same like when I killed the man who the Alpha was going to give her to.

What a mess I've become. Feelings? Tell me about this months ago and I'd probably bite your head off. Literally.

Alexis was changing everything. Changing me. I hated it but it seemed to now be inevitable.
She wasn't going anywhere and tomorrow when we leave to go home to our pack she'd be with me once more and I'd be with her.

I felt her tiny arms start to retreat from around me and I felt a coldness as she began to remove herself.

No. She couldn't let go. Not yet.

I pulled her back to me and relaxed my hands around her. They fell perfectly to her small waist and as if I'd done this before my head bowed and I buried my face in her neck.

Her smell was intoxicating. This felt complete. This was a ... hug. The last time I got one was when I was six?

"Thank you." The words slipped out of my own mouth.

"For what?" She said softly.

"Stopping me from doing something I'd regret." I confessed and breathed out harshly.

She didn't reply. We stood in silence for a while and I smiled into her neck.

She stopped me.

What if I'd really hurt Payge?
I wouldn't have been able to live with myself.

Then, I'd truly become like the man we both despised.

Atleast now I knew that wasn't going to happen, not with Alexis around.

Damn. I was begining to sound like a complete pu$sy.

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