So.. I thought maybe you guys would like to read this chapter in Payne's P.O.V. if not I'm sorry. So brace your self to read an angry Payne's point of view !!

Payne's P.O.V

She called me by my name.

She called me by my fucking name!

Every fucking thing was going perfect, she made me a sandwich that was really good,we talked, she got emotional, I listened because I had nothing better to do and I told her about that fucking piece of shit Alpha that was coming over tomorrow night to see her but NO! she had to call me by my name!

The reason it triggered my anger wasn't because I had a thing against people using my name. My sister uses it and the servants know better than to even make eye contact with me, well beside that maid whats-her-name who's too busy drooling over me to notice her disrespect.

The reason I didn't want Alexis calling me by my name was mainly because name calling was something intimate. Not like sex intimate but it will change everything. Calling me by my name will be giving her privileges no one but my sister has and she'll get comfortable and hope. Hope for something I wasn't going to give her and not because I didn't want, because I can't.

This mate shit was fucking weird and I didn't know how the hell to react. I feared what this mate bond could do to me and it was like every time I saw her face my heart recognizes the person that's supposed to hold it.

But come on ....

Starring down at her now I could see the fear in her eyes and from the way she was stiff and she barely moved I could tell the poor girl was holding her breath.  She was waiting for me to explode and was just waiting for impact but uncertain of what I was about to do.

What was I supposed to do?

If I walked off and left her here she would think my walking off was a sign I was letting it slide and she might even do it again and that would be unacceptable. If I ignored it, same end result

I needed to shut this down right now. Remind her of who I am, what I was capable of.

Her eyes grew wide with surprise when I took hold of her shoulders and stood her up. God, my wolf was clawing at me to hold her even closer and do some kind of hug like shit with her but I couldn't do that. The tingling in my fingertips from where I was touching her would have been worse if not for that thin green T-shirt she was wearing. I had let Payge donate some stuff from her wardrobe to Alexis' but the underwear were sent out to be bought specifically for her. She wasn't much with her small frame, she had nice curves for sure but her breast and her ass was-

No you sick fucker don't you even think about her like that! Wait a minute... Why am I thinking about her like that?

Ah man. Fucking asshole I am.

"I-i'm sorry.. I'm sorry I won't do it ag-" now like I said, I'm an asshole and I had to be the asshole now.

Her voice was full of panic and fear and there was a part of me that hated the way she was afraid of me but that part was overcome by the reality of myself and whatever future could come.
What I could do to her? I didn't like seeing her crying or hurting her. I swear I don't enjoy seeing her like that but she needed to remember who I was. She was falling into fantasy land and her bond attraction was going to ruin everything and she'll get even more hurt than anything I could possibly do to her.

I needed her to despise me again.

A loud growl escaped my mouth and I bared my canines at her. I saw her flinch and try to slide out of my hold but my hands were too tight on her shoulders for her to get far.

One of my hands curled around her small neck and she grew pale in fright.

I tried to tighten my grip by an inch but it just laid there on her neck, electricity under my skin burning the fuck out of me and we connected skin to skin.

I had to hurt her but I couldn't.

In the end I pushed her back by her neck, she stumbled back and fell down in a thud and I used that moment to excuse myself out of the room. At least I fucking tried huh.

And I was supposed to be the terrible Payne Vincent.

Fucking bitch I was.

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Short but hers will be much longer. Wanted to just get this out there. I hoped you all enjoyed and thank you for all the votes and support, I'm beyond grateful. Until next chapter...
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