It feels like i am stirring something inside me. It wonderful, but weird somehow.
I just want to say that. People are good, no one were born that mean to be bad or deserve bad things. The environment defines us like who we are today. Some of us get lucky but some don't. Not everyone born in a happy family. And sometimes to time, it leads us to be confused and conflict about everything. I hope more people realize it. Because there are people that desperately need help, but they can't reach out for anyone because that is the environment they were born, "no one will help you, you have to deal with all the shitty of your life, your own. And you don't deserve any love. No one will be friend with someone like you." That is what some of them said. And that is not true, we know that. But we can't help but let those words effects our life.
And it needs bravery to overcome it, and a lot of time too. You need to find with that negative voice that it's wrong, and you deserve better. Everyone deserves love. Don't let those fear overcome you. Don't let them stopping you from experiencing true love.