'opressed in false crime or opressed in false emotions, its always a victim getting trapped in a painful puzzle'

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Kavin shuffle around lazily on his bed in his room waiting for dushyant, it was 1 of night already and dush was still out .He try to sleep but can't as he was habitate to sleep with older.

Kavin scroll through his phone again and try to call dush for 19th time but again his call gets decline.

His heart was sinking in fear with every passing hour as Dushyant has never been out for so long and he wasn't even answering his call.

He was so distress and strange, fearful thoughts was coming in his mind. What if he is in some danger?  Should he check out?  But dushyant has said not to!!!

Last time when he was out without telling ,kavin walk out to search for him but he found out his best friend or to say big brother making out with his girlfriend and dushu was so upset with him and said him not to search for him if he is out in night.

He decided to wait for half an hour more and then he will go out to search for him if he doing fine or not.

To spend his time he open his instagram ,just to get his mood spoil. The first post he caught was of Rajat and purvi with a caption 'it was romantic ' they both were smiling widely and purvi has posted it on her account.

A tear fall down his cheek but he wipe it hurriedly. Its not their mistake he love purvi, its his mistake to claim on already occupied heart.

He get notified with one more post to found all couples of cid team sitting on a big round tables having their own time with each other with a caption 'team and family together 'kavin scoff dramatically at their words, lefting him behind.

They all use insta and have quite good followers over there as they are people's hero and girls are always falling over male officers.

Kavin felt his heart squeeze at their posts he kept staring at their happy faces, he scroll through comments and try to find any comment which have asked about him.

He smile slightly when he found a comment asking 'where is kv? Is he single? "kavin frown at last sentence that why is user asking if he is single.

He tap on profile of commenter, it was of a girl but there was no content, so he decided to post to answer her comment.

He post his selca with his hairs falling on his forehead all messed up and he was wearing a simple tee. He make a sad pout and using cat ear filter he post captioning  'i am home, i m single " he mentioned that username and throw his phone on bed letting out a sigh of sadness.

He get up to make himself a cup of coffee to relax a bit .After boiling and pouring it into a cup he started to walk back to his room to read something as he now know where they were, so there's no meaning of going out to find his brother.

He was quite dissapointed by dush as dushu didn't find him worthy enough to tell he was going out.

He set on his bed and took his phone to find a comment by same user

@sweetgirl  aww... Maybe girls think you're already in relationship.

He chuckle lightly at her comment and as he was bored he decided to answer her.

Maybe or maybe not, what you
Think?

He sip his coffee while waiting for answer but he got a message instead from her.

I think you're pretty handsome for me to have.

Kavin chuckle at her words, and started to type you're kinda fun-
But he has to leave it in half as he hear unlocking of main door means dushu has come back home.

He put the cup on his night stand and moves out putting his phone in his pocket.

He walk out in hall to find his assumption was right. He thought to ask him directly that why he left without telling?  Why they didn't ask him to come? Why they left him alone?  Are they still brother? Didn't he find him missing when they were enjoying together leaving him behind?

"main ghar aa gya"dush announce as per habbit and settle down on couch to remove his shoes.

"kha the tum? "kavin ask quitely walking near him.

"ishu k sath tha!"dush answer yawing.

"1:30 baj rha h! "kavin inform sarcastically.

"i know,kafi late ho gya na,vo hum log games khelne me busy the!!"dush answer removing his blazer and leaning back on support.

"khana khaya tumne? "dush ask taking out his phone to check ishu's text that she has reached home.

"nhi?!"kavin answer quietly clutching his fist to control from brusting out his fears and tears.

"kyo!!? "dush ask with a frown.

"mujhe laga tum kaam se bhar gye ho wapas aaoge toh sath dinner karenge! "kavin answer with a distress in his voice.

"kavin!! Are you serious?"dushyant chuckle lightly.

Kavin frown slightly "why? "he ask getting upset.

"main kha k aaya hu ,team k sath "dush inform getting up to go to their room.

"toh sab gye the ?"he ask, eyes getting wet at ignorance of his feelings.

"ha acp sir, salunkhe sir or freddy ko chodkar "dush inform casually not even counting him.

"tumne mujhe btaya tak nhi "kavin said turning towards dushyant with hurtful look.

"tu kya krta wha? "dush ask slightly annoyed with younger's interrogation at this time of night.

"huh? "

"kavin hum Valentine's Day celebrate krne gye the friendship day nhi, all were couples and vaise bhi tu kha jata h nightouts par, " dushu said calmly closing the topic for today as he was so tired.

"toh atleast tum mujhe bta to skte the, i was stressed for you!!"kavin said rasing his voice a bit.

Dushyant frown annoyingly "kavin stop bheaving immature, i am not arguing with you! ".

"tum atleast mere call answer kr skte the"kavin ask frustratingly brusting little by little.

"jab main call pick nhi kr rha means i don't wanna do, why you keep calling like a kid again and again. You were ruining out time... But still again i don't want to argue with you, go and sleep"dush yell at first but calm down after and ordered kavin to go to sleep.

"just becoz i respect you doesn't mean you will ordered me around you're not my senior "kavin yell raising his finger at dush.

"what?  Kya kha tune"dush step close, having enough of younger at night.

Kavin frown when smell of alcohol hit his nose"dushyant ,you're drunk? "he ask unbelievably

"it doesn't matter we was out for that afterall "

"but agar acp sir ko pta chl gya toh"kavin gasp slightly stepping back.

"please,  ab apna gussa nikalne k liye acp sir ko jake bta mat dena that we all were drunk "dushu mutter going to his room.

"tumhe lgta h main aisa karunga? "he question to dush but he has gone already. Kavin gulp down the lump in his throat but some tears still fell down.

This is not a story of today, this is story of every third day when kavin feel like he is leftout part of team and he is not dushu's brother anymore.

Dush himself has said he can call him anytime but today he scold him for calling him.

After being official in relationship with ishu he felt his brother changing little by little.Dush didn't even said him to eat, like he used to do before, he didn't scold him for not eating.

Kavin sniff lowly and slumped himself on couch as he didn't want to face his brother.

He still clearly remember when last time they had a loud argument over kavin spoiling their makeout dushu haven't talked to him for days.

But he felt so bad today, Dushu and kavin was only one for each other but it felt like dushu has ishita for him now and there's no need of him in dushu's life.

*argument creates a crack in relations but silence part the ways *