things should be simple
sometimes they are
sometimes a book
and a look
at the ocean heals
sometimes
you're way too deep
and all you wanna do is
sleep

but
even then
it's not that simple
because
ending things
is not the solution
everyone knows it
even the little kid
she once was
knew
to rather feel blue
than nothing

so
she just got told to calm down
down down down
she wanted to
calm down

and she did
shit
shit shit shit

everything went down
maybe she calmed down