Jeremiah 20:7 and 9

"Oh Lord, You induced me, and I was persuaded; You are stronger than I, and have prevailed. I am in derision daily; everyone mocks me."

"Then I said, 'I will not make mention of Him, nor speak anymore in His name.' but His word was in my heart like a burning fire shut up in my bones; I was weary of holding it back, and I could not."