Maybe it's wrong of me to want to run

But I can't help it.

I want to feel my heart pounding when no one else knows it is

To slip into minutes and seconds and bleed across them

To collect little pieces of time and memories and disappear with them.

I want to go as fast as light and get lost as easily as a needle in a haystack

To become a shadow that sees it all, that doesn't exist yet feels exhilarated

To have moments that make my mind shatter and my knees go weak from the sheer marvel of it all.