So, having easier breakdowns because you're tired.

Fuck.

I had an amazing day today at school, first period was slow and tired but my teacher's super cool, second period was great I finished a quiz first in full confidence and cracked a few jokes that got the whole room laughing, third period I just drew Zuko from avatar and was actually satisfied with it, fourth period I struggled a bit in but hey I've done worse and I'm petty proud of my work. Plus one of my friends sat and a desk and it nyoomed out from under him, making me laugh so hard my stomach hurt, and I sat with my friend on the bus and we just played Pokémon the whole way home. Today was great.

But then I got home.

I was given a couple doughnuts that were leftover that were SO GOOD LIKE WHAT- and I made some spicy noodles then went to brush my teeth afterwards.

While I was in the bathroom and brushed my teeth and I was just like "Man, today has been AWESOME. And that's way too fucking suspicious, what bad thing is going to happen today to counteract all of this?"

Then I went to my room and fell asleep.

I woke up with my mom yelling at me to come and eat dinner, and I was so tired. Whenever I get really tired I lost all sense of composure, patience and impulse control. My temper is super short and I have the emotional range of a green bean. So yelling at me wasn't the greatest thing since it just made me feel like immediate shit despite what happened today.

Then I went to eat dinner and it was cold spaghetti, I already ate earlier so the more bites I took the more I felt like I was going to vomit from eating so much, so I just scarfed it down and threw it away after it was done. I thought I was free so I went back to my room to try and sleep, but she came back and scolded me about getting clothes together to wash for school, and I told her I didn't need to, and then she told me to take out the trash. Still in an ill-mannered voice, and I just.. almost start crying???

I may sound like a brat, or like I can't handle mundane tasks or chores, I just couldn't take how she was speaking to me.. or at least how I interpreted she was speaking to me, especially since I was at one of my weakest points with the whole "no sleep, no composure, all crying and awfulness" thing. And asking me to do two things back to back just sorta... Idk man, I'm not feeling well because of it.

Also I think I'm narcoleptic and that could be a reason why I feel like this but still, I'm not sure, even if I do fit all the symptoms listed.

Again, sorry if I just sound kinda brat-ish. I'm just very disoriented.