I feel like Im just so boring, so plain. Like I have friends, best friends even I sometimes get invited to the parties, travel, I really do things however Im just like, too normal? Im not anyones first choice, people dont text me unless I do it first, no one wants to meet up with me alone, only when we're going with a group. I have a lot of interests but they're also so so plain. My personality is also so basic. Im like this background characters in movies that dont have any major backstories, people like them, they dont have any drama but no one is really interested in them. And im not o ly talking about interest in like relationship Im talking like in general. I just feel like if I dissapeared my friends would be sad for max. A few day and then move on, like im just an addition.

I dont know if that makes sense because its not like im alone and everyone hates me but I never really feel special, even my parent like me brother more than me. Maybe its just all in my heat but I need to tell this to someone.