I hate my arms...they look like shit...they're covered in scaring....they look so fucking ugly....it doesn't help that people tease and mock them.... like dont you see? I CANT FUCKING STOP MYSELF. Ive tried....

Somedays i look at them...and i just think ' fuck....what have i done..i look hideous'  and im right....i do.... i look like some kind of monster....and people ask what they're from....and i have to just lie...

Its so fucking exhausting when your in an endless battle, fighting against your own brain and resisting the temptation to hurt yourself....

Those ugly scars on my arms are just a fucking reminder of how goddamn weak i am..