General TW:
.Graphic descriptions
.Angst
.Addiction
.Venting

If this makes you uncomfortable, you're allowed to skip, but please don't report me, this took guts to type.

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I'm currently suffering from Trichotillomania, a disorder which basically means I have an addiction to ripping my hair out and eating it. It's a horrible habit and I keep telling myself to stop but it feels so good. It ruins my appetite/digestive system and there are spots on my head where there's less hair. It hurts my head, makes it numb, gives it bumps, it sucks but I can't stop.