You have no idea how much I wish to be normal. For my entire life I've never ever been normal, I hate being this way. I don't want to stand out, I hate being noticed by people, I don't want to be weird, I think it's gone on long enough already, I want to be normal.

Call it boring, I don't care.

I just want to be a normal girl with a normal life and normal problems not this weirdo who can't even feel her own emotions.

I was crying earlier and I don't even fucking know why!

I don't want to be this way anymore. Ugh...