Sure, I make jokes to hide all my problems. My depression and all my other feelings. But I refuse to hide my scars, of course that's hard to do when everyone only ever wants to ask "Why?"

I can't answer "Why" I did it... It's too complicated, you wouldn't understand. Stop asking me questions about it, I don't want to answer and when I say "I don't feel like talking about it..." DO NOT KEEP PRESSING! It's annoying... I don't want to answer, I don't have an answer!

I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care about your curiosity.

If I say I don't want to talk about something, don't keep asking about it. It's obviously something I don't want to discuss with you or it's something very personal or maybe I just don't want to have an emotional breakdown just yet! STOP.

And no, it doesn't help when you point out to everyone around us that I have scars and healing cuts. No, it doesn't help when you tell everyone that I cut. No, it doesn't help when you try to give me your "advice" when you've never gone through it firsthand. I'll listen to you but 90% of the time, I won't try your advice.
Telling me to "just stop cutting" is retarded.
Telling me to "just be happy" is retarded.
Telling me to "stop worrying so much about others" is retarded.
Demanding I get help doesn't help. AT ALL.
Demanding that I stop cutting doesn't help.
Blackmailing me to stop cutting doesn't help.

Yes, I'm going to therapy. No, I don't want to tell you everything that's wrong. Yes, I can be happy at times. No, I'm not always sad 24/7. Yes, I do think you're an ignorant prick. No, I don't want you to stay.

Shut. Up. Please.