I hate that I'm losing friends. I hate that I'm not able to check myself. I hate that I don't know what is and what isn't appropriate in public. I hate that I don't know if what I'm saying comes off as toxic or rude. I hate that I'm too ignorant to know such simple basic things. I've lost two friends in one week. This has never happened before. I used to be decent with people, I think I used to be decent with people at least. My bestfriend Fynn said I've never really been good at communication. Why can't I express my thoughts and feelings the way I want too!?