I go off the deep end too much. It's either too much or too little with me. No in between. wHY CAN'T I JUST BE IN THE MIDDLE!? Idk man, it sucks ass. Once someone tells me to do one thing I put my whole body and soul into in and if they ask me to stop doing it so much I just stop doing it all together. I'm so tired of this shit! Why can't I just be in a nice resting middle spot!? Fuck this shit bro! I feel too much, I think too much, I do too much. And when i don't do too much I do too little! I want to be taught by someone how not to go off the deep end but I can't depend on people. I'm not hurting another friendship because I depend too much on that person. Fuck everything.