My name is Alix, I'm a 13 year old, light skinned, biologically female, American, I have hazel eyes that shift in color from green to brown depending on surroundings and mood, I think I'm going to die soon, I'm scared, I have brown hair that goes to my shoulders, full lips, and a button nosie, I have two cats Melvin and Ivy some of my worst fears are doctors, surgery, and mental health medication, I'm so tired, I have hallucinations, AD-HD, and I just realized I've had four or more voices in my head, telling me to do things, praising me, yelling at me, some of them are just scared children. I have a somewhat abusive mother and no father. I'm not an anti vaxer I just cry when I get mine. I'll add more when I think of more