Trigger WARNING, these are the cuts I just made. Please don't report me

They just stopped bleeding. The dried cuts are from last night.

Im drowning.

I fucking hate my life
I need help but no one cares. What do I do? I'm bleeding out, literally and figuratively.

My legs are jelly and it's 2 am. It's bad.

Am I ever gonna get better? I seem to only get better then lose all my progress, getting worse. I just got better and not suicidal but I'm back to that point. I can never seem to be happy in this life.

Help me.

Kill me. I just wanna die once again.