Gosh...maybe I shouldn't have written the last vent..
Nobody cared it seemed, I don't want to sound like I want attention but the only thing I can think about this is...
Nobody cared.
Are people just mad at me for not trying to help them out because I don't feel like I understand enough to be able to? Are they trying to teach me a lesson?
The only lesson I've learned here is that I can't express the fact that I'm not helpful to anyone at all.
Then people will just think a jerk because of that.
Did I speak up about this certain feeling too soon?
How come other people will get comforted instead of me?
Am I supposed to hide any of my negative feelings?
Should I even be writing this, will people actually care?
Do people not like me? What am I doing wrong?
I just don't get it...I don't understand...
I feel left out.
Did...
Did I...
...do something...
...that you just didn't like...?