TW: Self-Harm

I knew my advice wouldn't help...
She's cutting.
Why is she cutting...?
Why...?
I tried my best...
I really did.
But it didn't work...
Every single piece of advice I gave probably was just complete utter nonsense...
I wasn't made for this.
I wasn't made to deal with my friend hurting herself.
Why?
Why is the world like this?!
WHY CAN'T ANYONE BE HAPPY FOR ONCE?!
WHY?!!
...
I hope I die before my friends, that way I won't have to feel all this pain anymore.