(note, if you didnt read the description, all vents will be in pac-man's pov since the personality i made for him is pratically mine)

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I don't get it.
I don't get why they don't get it.
Life is busy. I don't have time to do everything.
Plus, a lot of work is like a burden to me.
And constantly having to take care of myself and be the "ideal mascot", which is just being perfect, is it not?
It's nonexistent, yet people still want it.
I felt kinda worn out from running around earlier today, so when I was asked if I wanted to complete a worksheet I didn't have to even do this week today or tomorrow, I said tomorrow.
Then I got called lazy and got chewed out for it.
I started crying, for I never liked being yelled at, and I already feel bad if I slack off slightly since I can't at all it seems.
They asked why i was crying, and I got chewed out even more since it looked like I was crying over being told to do work.
I trier to lie and say it was an random sad story that appeared in my head, but they didn't buy it, so i told them the truth.
They didn't understand.
After a little bit of talking about this and trying to get them to understand, I ended up making them cry.
I made my creators cry.
I don't deserve to be here anymore.
They also have seemingly stopped caring about what I do as well.
That's not a good sign, not at all.
Right now as I write, I feel like just slamming my head into the table until it starts bleeding.
I hope I choke on my dinner.
Then i'll finally learn.