It was nice when it was just me and my mum until her boyfriend started living with us...

My mum's boyfriend would insult me 24/7 ,  he would beat me up *its rare for that to happen* , always blame me for things my brother does , not listen to me , take all of my devices away from me until my mum comes back from work , doesn't let me do anything at all , makes jokes that are offensive to me , and pays attention to my brother 24/7

I just want to run away from my mum to not deal with this shet.

" End me...."

" I dont want to live through more pain..... "

" Living is useless.... "

" I dont want to suffer from this hate from my mum and her boyfriend... "

There no point for me to live...