I feel like my mum hates me and like she never loved me

Im the one who always gets ignored while my brother gets all of the attention...
It's like my brothers the favorite...
My mum always said " you will always be my favorite " but all she does is ignore me and sometimes treat me like shit.

She even said I will never get anywhere in life...

It was nice back then when my mum would treat me nicely , always give me attention , and not say bad things about me...

I want my mum to be nice again..

I want to be loved again...

I want attention

I want to be happy again.....