I just need someone to talk to. Someone who probably won't say I'm overreacting.

It hurts, a lot, when I'm upset or in the middle of a mental breakdown, a yet no comforts me about it.

I normally hate physical affection, but for the longest time now, I've really needed a hug, not like I could go to anyone and say that.

Sure, I have you guys and it's amazing, but unfortunately it can only do so much, no offense-

I can't count how many times my dad threatened to throw me out on the streets to face homelessness, I can't count how many times my own siblings have said they hated me.

I want so badly to just leave and never look back, but it would hurt my mom too much, I can't.

I don't want to be alone, I have no irl friends. Once I leave, I'll be all alone.

Sorry for putting this out, I just needed to get this off my chest..