so let's talk.

so one week ago today i spent like 8 hours in a zoom meeting with a a friend of mine who we will call panda. we were chatting and i put roadtrip on and then your new boyfriend and then we looked at the mask music video to see why people don't like it.
First: From what I know this song is about Dreams experience with ADHD ok.
so now lets start.
The pills:
So at some point in the video Dream is pouring his ADHD meds down the drain. Some people decided that he is saying to pour your prescription pills down the drain but as far as I know, this is a story about his personal experience with ADHD. So obviously this is about how he used to pour his pills down the drain. Not Dream saying that you should pour prescription meds down the drain.

(So at this point in our conversation panda and i started talking about ADHD and ADHD meds so that's what this is turning into)

So let's talk about my experience with ADHD.
I take pills for my ADHD that do calm me down but they also:
-decrease my appetite
-i generally just don't want to talk to anyone
-i can't stay interested in one thing for that long. (which is why this has taken so long i just started to write it and i decided i didn't want to do it)

So do I like myself better without the pills? No.
Without them I am:
-not able to focus
-I fail all my classes
-I eat a lot
-I'm annoying as heck

So it looks like there's no happy medium here right? I have no idea.

So that's it for this book! Love you all!
-Coral
(ps go follow panda on instagram

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