So when I was in elementary school I had this friend and we pretty much did everything together. In fourth grade I couldn't stop thinking about her and she was pretty much the only person who could calm me down when I was upset. And then when I went to summer camp I met this boy and we were friends and stuff and I couldn't really get him out of my head and I felt pretty much the same way about him that I did about the girl from elementary school. When I told my sister how I felt about him she told me that it was a crush. Eventually I started wondering if I had a crush on the girl from elementary school but thought no way because you either like boys or girls right? (Well wrong but I was really dumb) Then I started learning more about LGBTQ terms and realized I was bi.