I always have to pretend I'm fine when I'm not. I never have time to get into it and when I do, it's overlooked. "It's just a faze" is what they all say, even when I've been feeling this way for years. I just wish that I could disappear into thin air. Then no one would have to deal with me anymore. Besides, no one would grieve. No one would even notice. It's getting harder and harder to keep myself going each day. Each day I wake up, wishing that I hadn't woken up at all. Of course, no one understands. No one ever will

I'm sorry, I just needed to vent a tad. No big deal. -S