Everyone is oblivious to how I feel. Nothing I say is ever heard. The first day of summer camp, I wore headphones all day and didn't speak to anyone unless spoken to, which really didn't happen. The counselor asked why I wasn't wearing headphones today, but I can't tell her the real reason. I am just as invisible with or without them on. I can't even bring myself to eat. I kinda pretend I'm eating the food and the second she turns around, I stop faking and just kinda put away the food. Luckily, I only have to be here until the beginning of July. Unfortunately, I'm going to a country known as Trinidad and Tobago. Being there just gives me an excuse not to eat anything for two weeks without anyone "worrying" about me. Every morning that I wake up, I wish I hadn't because I have to face another dreaded day in my darned life. Maybe if I try hard enough, I could cease to exist. No one would notice or mourn my disappearance. I guess I deserve it though. I can never please my parents, or anyone for that matter.