I feel increasingly terrible about my body.

I swear sometimes I feel like my body is the curviest more feminine body and I just want to peel my skin off.

I want to cut my chest off

Do some diy top surgery ykyk

I wanna scrape my skin off till I look unrecognizable

I'm so fucking fat and ugly I feel like a fucking blob of fat whenever I'm at school compared to everyone else.

Hell I feel fat and ugly at home too

My life is like a body horror movie ffs

It's so gross and nauseating knowing what's happening to my body and how grossly female it is.

I hope I've really reached the end puberty

I hope I can start T before I get out of school

Hopefully I won't kill myself before then.