Jaehyun p.o.v

Looking at the beauty asleep in my arms after he stopped me making love to him. He got so scared he didn't want to continue anymore so being the gentle man I am I held him close till he fell asleep. Feeling rather restless I move slowly out of the bed and head towards the sitting room area to check my phone for the time.

I want to know what happened Jaehyun?

Please tell me I'm begging you

Reply please

I'm lost and alone and I fell out with Jeno

Reading the messages from Jaemin I look down the hall towards the bedroom knowing I can't leave Taeyong like this. Pacing the sitting room concerned for the smaller I decide I need to find Jaemin to make sure he is ok. Looking at the time I notice its three in the morning Taeyong should stay asleep, so I use my speed to get dressed and leave to find Jaemin.

Getting into my car I call Jaemin and hope he answers.

"Hello", I hear him sniff and whisper down the phone

" Where are you Jaemin?"

" Why do you care"

" Tell me now where you are?"

" I'm lost I don't know?" he continues to sniff as I am really worried now

" Ok what's around you , tell me"

" Ok there is a Café called Minseok's"

" I know where you are stay there and don't move"

" How do you know where that is?"

" An old friend of Chanyeol's owns that place stay there I'm on the way"

Putting the phone down I speed as fast as I can without being stopped and finally arrive seeing Jaemin sitting on one of the outside seated areas belonging to the café.

" Baby what happened?" I jump out of the car and rush towards him seeing him start to cry.

" Jeno and I had a fight "

" What he do now?" I take a seat beside him passing him a handkerchief

" He fancies Baekhyun"

" Are you serious, he flirted with him years ago. He is madly in love with you Jaemin now let's get you home"

" No"

"Get in the car" I get annoyed with him baring my fangs as he stands up and moves to my car.

" In you get" I hold open the door for him as he climbs in looking like a scolded child.

"What is happening to me Jae" My heart begins to sink hearing him so emotional

" Nothing is wrong you just had a fight with your boyfriend" I know he is beginning to remember what I tried to hide for so long. It will destroy him if he remembers it.

" No something else is wrong"

" Baby you're just thinking the worst"

" I know it wasn't a dream I just can't remember what it was"

" I dont know, look we are home now" I stop the car and help him out as Yuta opens the door for us.

" Back I see" Jeno huffs from the chair as we enter the house making me rush closer to him pick him up and launch him across the room making him crash into the wall and fall to the floor.

" Your an asshole leaving him out there alone at night with no way to get home " I bare my fangs ready for him to come at me.

" Still love him I see, does Taeyong know you're in love with someone else" he says getting up from the floor as I rush to him and punch my hand with pure rage into his chest wrapping it around his cold heart.

" Jaehyun no don't kill him" Jaemin cries aloud as I turn to him shaking being held back by Yuta.

" Why should I save him he is nothing but trouble" I grit my teeth and get ready to pull his heart right out till soft hands touch my arm stopping me.

" Let him live for me please" Jaemin whispers close to me making me calm and let Jeno's heart go. I drop him to the floor and move away wiping my hand as Jaemin tends to him on the floor.

" I want to know what you took from me Jaehyun" Jaemin shouts at me as Jeno tries to get up from the floor.

" I took nothing from you he is alive, see" I point to Jeno as Jaemin gets up from the floor as Yuta rushes to Jeno passing him some blood.

" No the thing I think is a dream it happened in real life didn't it?" I feel my dead heart break even more in my chest as I close my eyes hoping I am dreaming.

" I can't" I whisper looking deep into his eyes as he looks at me with tears in his.

" Tell me please"

" I can't ok" I move away from him and head to the kitchen and pour myself out a drink.

" Jaehyun get back in here now and tell me" I hear him shout from the other room and I know I have to face it sooner.

Stepping into the room I take a seat on the sofa as Yuta helps Jeno up from the floor still giving me evil eyes as if he will try kill me in my sleep.

" He won't tell you" Jeno says with such hate making Jaemin look at me

" Yes he will, he loves me"

" I can't tell you" I look down at my lap as he crawls across the floor stopping at my legs. He places his hand on mine and looks me in the eyes "Tell me "

" Ok, It wasn't a dream you had it was real life" I watch as he stares at me wanting to know more.

" We dated ..."

" Yes, I remember that Jaehyun"

"I can't tell you" I get up from the chair and move to leave the room, but he grabs my arms and stops me

" I need to know why I feel like I don't have a heart inside me anymore"

" You lost it"

"Lost what, my heart?" I turn to face him with tears rolling down my cheek

" The blood what was it?" He lets my hand go and I know I need to tell him

"Jaehyun tell him please" Yuta says as he sits with Jeno looking at me

" We were pregnant" I tell him, and I watch as he lets out a laugh before looking at the others shocked

" How can a vampire get pregnant?" He looks at me in shock then stands frozen

" You where human then when you became pregnant, but you lost it. You screamed for me and when I found you in our room you were on your knees with your hand between your legs that had blood all over them" I watch as he steps back away from me shaking his head from side to side.

" I don't believe you tell me why I can't remember that TELL ME JAEHYUN" I watch as he drops to his knees looking at me with his hands covering his mouth in shock.

" You begged me to make you forget id didn't want to, but you pleaded and begged with me telling me you didn't want to remember it" I drop to my knees in front of him wanting to comfort him.

" No ... no ... NO NO NO " he screams as he hits me with rage on my chest

" You kept it from him you bastard" Jeno tries to get up from the chair, but Yuta holds him back .

" Baby you asked me to I'm so sorry" I watch as Jaemin looks up at me with red eyes as he wipes his face.

" Let me remember. Do the brain thing you do and let me remember"

"I can't I made a promise to you"

" Jaehyun, do it now I want to remember my baby"

I close my eyes and then I open them and look deep into Jaemin's eyes and undo the thing I swore I would never let him remember ever again.

I watch as he remembers it all and falls forward towards me passing out on my chest as I hold him tight.

" I'm so sorry baby I'm so sorry" I hold him tighter and kiss his head as my tears flow like a dam has just broken.

" Jaehyun I'm so sorry " Yuta holds Jeno as they too start to cry .

" I never meant any harm. I love Jaemin you know I do but he begged me to make him forget".

"It's ok Jaehyun you did what he asked of you we just have to deal with it now" Jeno says being a bit more calm now.

" I can't believe you a vampire could make a human get pregnant?" Yuta says still in shock

" It's something in the blood, anyway help me get him up onto the sofa" I wait as Yuta helps me lift Jaemin onto the sofa as Jeno now joins us.

" Let me take care of him now you get back to Taeyong" Jeno takes a seat beside Jaemin on the sofa as I lean over and Kiss Jaemin on the forehead.

" I must go I will be back soon" and with that I head out the door and into my car. I know I should go to Taeyong now, but I need to stay away from him for a little longer. So I turn my car down the street I drive once a week and head to the place that breaks my heart, our babies resting place.

Reaching the tall old, rusted gates of the old cemetery that has overgrown by now and some graves over many years have been reused. I walk the small dirt track that leads me to the older graves and spot the small smiling angel on the tomb of our baby .

" Hey little one" I wipe a tear as I take a seat on the grass

"Mum knows now" I burst out crying not being able to hold it back anymore as I sob uncontrollably.

I spend hours there talking and wondering if our baby made it past 6 months in the womb what they would be doing now. I stay there that long the sun sets again.

" Hi" I jump and turn to see Jaemin being held up by the arm by Baekhyun

" He rang and begged me to take him here" Baekhyun says as he helps Jaemin sit beside me

" Thank you Baekhyun I will take care of him now" I watch as Jaemin places a white and red rose on our angels grave and seeing him do that makes me cry even more.

" Jaemin I am so sorry "

" Its ok I'm here now. I don't blame you, Jae. Baekhyun filled me in on more of the story. He told me how broken you were to make me forget"

"I didn't want to take that away from you, but I loved you and you begged me to. Then when you wanted to be punished for life you asked me to make you a vampire . I didn't want to Jae; I wouldn't let you punish yourself because we lost our child. You cried for weeks, and months and I finally gave in and made you the vampire you are today. I used the mind control to make sure you didn't remember"

" I don't blame you Jae I'm glad I know now. I'm so sorry I lost our baby" He bursts out crying as I hold him close to me .

" It wasn't your fault . It just wasn't meant to be baby. I know you don't want to hear that, but I don't know what more I can say"

" Its ok I get what you mean" He snuggles into my neck, and I have to admit I miss him so badly but it was better we parted ways back then. I turn my head as he looks up and I follow his lead and we both kiss ever so softly. After a few minutes we pull away as he snuggles into my chest again. We spend the whole night sitting at our babies resting place in silence. 

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