"Good morning." I yawn as I join Minseok in the kitchen.

"Is your boyfriend still here?" He asks before taking a bite of cereal.

"No, he left earlier." I sigh as I grab a coffee cup and go to the pot.

"Is everything okay with you two?" He asks slowly as I pour coffee into my cup and nod.

"Yeah, why wouldn't it?" I can't help but ask as I grab the creamer from the fridge.

"No, like, I just.. you two sounded like you were fighting, I know it's none of my business or anything but I just wanted to make sure you were okay." He explains as my face heats up.

"No, everything fine between us. We just got in an argument but we talked it out." I say as I stir my coffee.

"Okay, well is you every wanna talk I'm here." He says which makes me chuckle softly and turn around.

"Thanks." I say with a soft smile before leaving back to my room.

...

Sehun began coming once a week and I soon found a pattern to the day he would come. One week it would be Tuesday, the next it would be Friday, the one after that was Wednesday, then Friday, and Tuesday. It went back and forth with them and once I caught onto the pattern I was able to prepare myself better. I'd clean my room and make my bed before school and would be greeted with sweet treats and kisses when I got home. I also noticed that on the day he came he would come early and make sweets for Minseok and I which was greatly appreciated by us.

Then I decided the Tuesday that he was coming I wanted to come home a bit early so I could be with him for longer. I mean he would only be there for the night, I wanted to be with him as long as possible.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" Hyung asked as I dropped my things and hurried over to hug him.

"My last class was canceled cuz the teacher was sick or something." I say with a smile as I looked up at him and pecked his lips.

"Were you eating the frosting?" I ask with a chuckle, seeing his lips taste sweet.

"I have to make sure it tastes good for you." He smiles back before kissing my cheek then slowly down to my neck.

"I wasn't expecting you back so soon." He says as I giggle from the kisses and wrap my arms around his neck.

"Go wash your hands and you can help me." He says before pulling back.

...

Sehun's POV:

When I got to Luhan's apartment I was more than startled when I found him in the kitchen in his pajamas.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" I ask as he shrugs.

"My professors said that if we get the material then we don't have to go to the classes and I studied really hard last night so I could stay home with you today!" He says as he bounces over to give me a hug.

"I missed you." He says as I chuckle hug him back.

"You shouldn't be missing school-"

"Hyung, I'm fine~" He whines against my neck before leaning back with his arms wrapped around my neck.

"I just want you to do good in your classes, that's all." I explain as he grins up at me and bites his lower lip.

"I know." He says cutely before getting on his tippy toes to press his lips against mine in a gentle peck.

"I'm fine, hyung. Now I'm gonna go take a shower, maybe you'd wash my hair?" He says in an even cuter voice while letting go of me but glides one of his hands over the skin on my neck as he walks past me.

I loved this man. He was my everything. I wanted to be with him forever, I wanted to give him everything he wanted, I wanted him to be mine, but what I want and what he needs are two very different things. I need to give him what he needs, but right now I need him, I need to spend time with him, because I'm not sure how long I'll have to be with him. Him in the sense of him being so cute and so full of life, and I never want him to lose that.

"Hyung." He chuckles as he hurries back over to me and grabs my hands. "What?" He hums as I look down at him. "Why are you looking at me like that?" He whines as his cheeks turn red.

"I want to remember you like this." I say softly as I reach up to cup his cheek. "You've become so handsome, so perfect-"

"Hyung!" He whines, begging me to stop complimenting him as he blushes even more.

"I love you." I say which brings a wide smile to his face.

He giggles before I steal a kiss from him and watch as he tries to hide he smiles from me.

"Let's go shower." He says as he pulls my hand.

"You go get in, I'll be there in a minute, okay?" I say before he nods and turns to leave.

I give him swat on the bottom before leaving to the kitchen with him giggling and whining my name. When I get to the kitchen I unload the few groceries I brought with me and give Luhan a few minutes to get situated in there. After the water was on and I heard him calling for me I gladly flew to the door and knocked with the the knuckles on my fingers.

"It's open." He called before I opened the door while also kicking my shoes off.

The bathroom is already filled with steam and the lights are off which makes the only source of light come from the window. It was a brighter day today, still cloudy of course, but the clouds were a lighter shade of gray which filled the bathroom nicely. I could see the silhouette of Luhan through the blurry glass door and couldn't help but watch as he washed his hair.

Luhan's POV:

"Hyung?" I called, wondering why he isn't in here already.

I was startled by the glass door sliding open immediately after I called for him and find him coming in with a smirk.

"What?" I ask with a smile as I wash the shampoo from my hair.

"Nothing." He says as he pulls the door shut before coming and running his fingers though my hair.

"Can I wash your hair?" I ask as he silently nods and moves under the water.

I grab his shampoo, a manly smelling one, and put some on my hand before setting it down. I smile as he moves out from under the water while I rub my hands together then reach up to put them in his hair. It's not a far reach, it's more of an awkward stretch, and I think he notices because he bent down, grabbed the backs of my thighs, and swiftly pulled me up.

"Ah, Sehun!" I squeak before he chuckles and kisses under my jaw.

"Keep scrubbing." I commands as he holds onto my bottom.

My crotch is now pressed tightly to his stomach and makes my heart race as I bite my lip and continue scrubbing his hair. He continues kissing my neck before he pulls back to look at me. I smile and push his bubble filled hair back before I press my lips to his. He hums softly and kisses me back before pulling back and moving his head under the warm water. I scrub his hair again as he stares at me with a smile before he shuts his eyes and lets me finish. Once I finish he sets me back down on my feet and presses his forehead to mine.

"I am so lucky." He mumbles which makes me cackle from the cheesy saying. "What? I mean it." He adds as he beings walking me back until I hit the icy wall.

"I have to tell you something." He says which makes my heart pause.

Was this it? Was he finally going to tell me he's ready to change me? Or ask me to marry him?  Please be one of those two!!

"I'll tell you once we get out." He says before my mouth falls slightly.

"What? Now I wanna know!" I whine before he chuckles and apologizes.

"Sorry, baby." He says and kisses my cheek. "Let's finish showering." He says as he grabs my luffa and puts it under the water.

I whine before he rolls his eyes and begins washing my shoulders for me. Nothing can compare to the feeling of someone else washing you. It's so nice and feels so good, I wish he would always shower with me and wash me.

He plays with me a bit while we're in there. Playing as in being funny and made me laugh which I really needed. He makes me so happy and I don't want anyone else but him.

AN// Y'all! I'm so sorry I've been such a bad author to you! I lost where I was going with this book as well as others but I've remembered the plot I wanted and hopefully will be able to continue this book faster! Love you guys! Thanks for reading and supporting me!!💘💝