Yeah, the apartment was nice, but it wasn't home, and I didn't have what I wanted in it, which was my hyung.

I looked around like he said and found another note telling me he's at the house right now packing my things and not to worry about helping. I rolled my eyes as hard as I physically could and grabbed my keys before hurrying home.

Another forty minute drive goes by before I arrive home and open the garage. I lock the car as I hurry inside to find the house empty. All our pictures that had been hung on the wall have been taken down. All the furniture has been taken out, the table in the kitchen is gone along with the chairs that are normally pushed under the breakfast bar. There's no vase of flowers in the window above the sink. There are no silverware in the draws, no plates in the cupboards, and no food in the warm fridge.

I ran to my room, knowing in the time I was gone he couldn't possibly have gotten everything out. I need to see something of mine, I just need to find something of ours still in this house.

Yet my room looks like it's been untouched for years and is completely empty. Next I go to my old play room, thinking the shelves of toys would still be there but they weren't. The house is empty, completely empty.

I try to stop myself from crying as I march out the back door into the garage to find it's closed. I hit the switch to open it but miss and look back.

"What?!" I say as I look at the wall where the controller for the garage usually is and find that's gone too.

After screaming hyung's name while tugging on the roots of my hair I leave back inside the house. I rub my tears off my cheeks roughly, mad at them for spilling down my face, as I storm to the front door.

I slams it behind me before noticing the note tapped to it.

Thought you might be here, I'm headed back to your apartment thinking we'd unpack together but you're not there if you're reading this, are you? Don't rush, baby, I'll wait.

"HYUNG!!" I yell, more than pissed about this back and forth as I hurry back to the car and find it's been cleaned out, including the remote for the garage.

I hurry back to the front door, knowing he has to be here if he cleaned the car out. I get to the door and pull my key out to shove in the lock but it doesn't fit right. I pull it out to check if I grabbed the right key and I did.

"Hyung?!" I yell as I bang on the door.

"Did you seriously just change the locks on me?! I can't believe you!" I yell as I pound on the door. I growl, remembering the note, and leave back to the apartment.

My stomach begins growling louder as I hurry to the apartment in hope of finding Sehun so I can yell at him and make him cook me something.

Sure enough my boxes are all here, stacked in the living room, and labeled "bathroom, kitchen, and bedroom" for me.

"Hyung?! Where are you? You said we'd unpack together!" I call as I look around only to find another fucking note.

You're probably yelling for me, saying something like we're suppose to unpack together but I lied again. I'm sorry for lying so much today, but I needed you to be certain places at certain times. I made you a few breakfasts, lunches, and dinners you can heat up and I labeled them as well. Some are in the fridge, some in the freezer, and eat them in order!!! If it says Monday breakfast, eat it Monday for breakfast. You understand.

I'm not going back to the old house so don't think you'll find me there. I told you, I don't trust myself to be around you anymore, I can't be around humans for awhile actually. I hope you can one day forgive me for what I've done to you, and please don't think I'm abandoning you. I will see you in a month, baby, now go eat the lunch I prepared you for today, I bet your hungry, hm? Love you, baby.

"What the fuck." I growl as I run my fingers through my hair.

My stomach grumbles and makes me sigh before I go to the fridge to find it neatly organized with containers of food. The top shelf is dinner, middle is lunch, and the bottom is breakfast. There are even ones that say certain day snacks which makes my heart feel full and empty at the same time.

...

The first time I had a snack I found a note inside that said DON'T SPOIL YOUR DINNER!!!! ;) which made me cry for a little from how much I missed my hyung. All the meals actually made me really sad and miss him so much. I blame myself for this honestly because if I wouldn't have tried to get him to bite me I would still be at home with him, but I guess I got what I wished for. I just didn't make the right wish apparently.

Hyung already paid for me to go to the college that's a ten minute walk from here which I guess is nice. I'll be starting in two weeks when school starts back up for the year.

After running out of hyung cooked meals I went to buy food but I didn't know what to buy. I'd never cooked for myself before because hyung always did for me, so when I got to the store I didn't know where to start.

I hadn't been there for more than twenty minutes before getting a text from him.

Having trouble grocery shopping? Put back the sweets and get these items~ it reads followed by a list of items.

Hyung, please, if you're here I need you.
I text him and wait for a reply.

Service error 305: message delivery failed. Further messages will be charged to your account.

Thanks, Hyung.

I do as his list says and find my cart full before going to the cash register to pay. I can't help but feel really nervous as I get to the front of the line and begin putting my things on the conveyer belt.

"Credit or debit?" The woman asks as I freeze.

"What?"

"Credit or debit?" She asks as I make a 0.0 face.

"Debit?" I say slowly as she nods.

"Just type in your password."

"Password?" I mumble as it pops up on the thing that I swiped my card on.

"I-I don't know, I've never gone shopping! My dad always does it." I pout.

"Lets do credit then, next time you see him, ask for it." She says with a nice smile that makes me calm down slightly.

"Okay, thank you." I say and she nods while someone else bags my things and puts them in the cart.

...

It takes me a few trips to get all my groceries upstairs and by that time I was shopped out and walked out. I was out and I didn't want to put anything away. But I could hear hyung a voice in the back of my head telling me I need to put them away so they won't go bad. I put everything that needed to be in the fridge or freezer in their spots before going to the couch to lay down.

Now my only problem was how to put these things together to make food.

I tried my best at making myself dinner but what I made looked nothing like hyung made me. It was soupy, burnt and smelled funny when it shouldn't have been any of those things. I mean how can I mess up a grilled cheese so terribly?? I was sad about it, and ate it anyways, and it definitely did not sit well in my stomach. The next morning I found a cook book sitting on the counter which made me smile.

Learning to cook for dummies!!

Of course he picked this one for me.

I open the book and am greeted by another note on the left side of the book.

Looks like I didn't teach you how to cook very well did I? I made sure to mark your favorite dishes for you but don't over make them and gross yourself out!! I'm also glad I took as many pictures of you eating as I did! Love you, sweetie.

I smile and sit down at the counter before turning to the first page. I don't know whether I should laugh or cry as I find a picture of me as a little kid eating noodles and have them all over my face.

You got mad at me that day for not letting you eat with your hands.

It reads in small print under the picture and has a little heart next to it. My throat feels tight and nose flares as I try not to cry but I can't help it. Anything hyung brings it will make me sad, especially things like this.

AN// Wow, Luhan's officially moved out! Do you think this will be good or bad for him? He shoulda just been patient, hm?(: