Last night after sidharth leave from shehnaaz's room.......

Sidharth pov :

I move towards her brother room,, it was filled with so many medical books it seems like he is a medical students.. .. I set the pillows n lay down on the bed....
Again i lost in my mission..why i m not able to successful in it.... Agghhh....... He close his eyes n think.............,,,,,,,,,,
I still remember that day when i was waiting for my cab when the first time I saw her... She is driving her scooty n murmuring something to herself... i couldn't able to move my eyes from her .. It could not be wrong if i say that she is the most beautiful girl i saw in my life.. That lips which is continuously blabbering smthng feels like two rose petals ..... Her cute small nose which is seems red due to her anger,,,,, her hair flicks fall on her forehead makes her more cute... The red colur that she wore make her more beautiful its feel like the colour is only made for her,,,,,,, my chain of thoughts broke when she fall on mud... Oh shit......... I rush towards her nd again heard her blabbering... But now i m sure she can blabber 24/7 without break....
I forward my hand nd asked her to get up she turns to me lost somewhere,,,, that's the first i saw her eyes only her eyes r visible to me because of the mud ... They fells like a door of heaven in which in want to enter badly... .. I tapped her shoulder but her touch start a different sensation in me.. As she hold my hand to get up a current passes through my whole body i tried not to react but it's her touch feel like home.. I don't know what it was? Then i realize she fall from the scooty may be she got hurt i asked her n again she start blabbering.... Her voice comes to my ears like someone plays a soft  music.... In all the chaos of traffic i could only heard her... I lost on her when she ask me smthng n then i realize what was i doing?? I leave from there after making sure that she'll fine... I tried hard not to think about her but i can't able to forget her face... I make myself understand that it will be alright because we never met again... But i think my destiny plays with me,,, the moment i saw her in the conference room i was shocked.... Her facial expressions said that she was also shocked....But she don't know i saw her face before she fall... I have maintain my poker face in front of everyone n tried to behave normally but there's a turmoil running inside my body... I was not able to figure out what happening to me... Then i saw her she was still standing n look at me.. I need to behave normal i ask her to sit  a bit rudely because of my state of mind... I'll try my best to ignore her but her gaze was still fix on me... I need to stop these feeling.. She suddenly stand up n said smile .. What!!! I asked her n when she start explaining me i was get the chance to look at her again... But why i want to look at her... Finally i end up the meeting but again i don't know what my destiny want she is my new pa... When i first time i said her name its feels so good i don't know why.. That time when she said her name directly looking into my eyes we share a 2 sec eye contact before i  again lost in her i need to divert my gaze i tried to behave stern.... Because i don't want her with me all the time... I move to home nd the only thing i know i need to stop all this because i don't deserve her.... I need to behave rudely with her as she leave the post.... I made a mission to stay away from her.... Next day when she fell mud on me i was so angry but the moment i heard her voice n look her face my anger melt in sec... This is not normal i was angry on myself because i can't stop all these.... I move to office with a mission that today i behave very rudely with her......
And i did that but the moment i saw drop of tear on her beautiful eyes i curse myself for my behavior.. I told her to make coffee for me because if one more sec she stand there I'll lose my control.... As she move i realized that i can't see tears in her eyes but all this was because of me... And i'm the one who can only give her tears.... I give more work to divert her mind from the morning incident..... I know she call me khadus... She thinkn i can't heard her.... ....
But she is beauty with brain the way she make the presentation n present it that was brilliant.. That's why i decided to make her the head of these project... When all congratulate her for the presentation she look at me i know she want me to do the same but i can't,,,,
I have to behave sternly.... I always found her lost somewhere i really want to where she lost all the time..........
She came to my cabin and i saw her her knee is bleeding i was hell socked i need to control myself .... Somehow i control myself nd carried her in my arms that mommet when she was in my embrace again the same feeling come... Its feels likt home..like i found something lost... As soon as i reach home from office i think to spend time with my brothers for divert my mind from her but again i failed.... And reached here... .......when i saw that man try to touch her i loose my all control i turned to my vampire look i moved outside because i don't want her to saw me.... I wanted to suck all the blood from that morons body.. But i can't do that i started beating untill he get unconscious..... I control myself n moved to her n the moment she hug me my mind, heart the turmoil inside me just stop i feel nothing except her..... Her touch give me that 'sukoon' which i found from years........ But i can't be with her can't because i'm a devil, monster.....
I'm dead........ I'm a vampire...........
And she is an angel who need love, brightness, life.......... And i don't have anything to give her..... I can only give her  darkness ...........,............. Nothing else.... That's why i need to stay away from her at any cost............
Suddenly i saw that it's morning i need to go now before her family come ..... But i want to saw her once... I moved to her room n there the angel sleeping with a smile on her face... She look more beautiful when she smile i couldn't control myself n start moving towards her... I came close to her face .... Ufff i can stare her all day without blinking.... Unknowingly i kissed her forehead.. But when i realized what i'm doing i move backward n go from there..... And one thing i know is to stay away from her is my only mission now.....,..............

Both are ready for their mission...
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Let's see who win their mission! !!!!