Regret!

I had never felt much regret in my life like I felt moments after the confrontation.

I can't believe I intentionally agreed to go through that hell on my own accord.

She had deceived me, and I allowed her, I let my anger get the best of me, how the hell was I going to fight her in thirty minutes.

"Will you just calm down and stop walking around in circles?" A pissed off Dean stated.

"Can you at least pretend to care for just a few?" Jody replied.

"What's the point? She put herself in that mess, at least she should have the decency to solve it on her own without causing anyone more stress."

"Come on Dean!" Ro answered, "you of all people should understand how difficult this is for her."

"I don't know if you all realize this, but the girl you are talking about is standing right here," I spoke out interrupting them.

"And I don't know if you realize it, but that is the problem, get your stinking butts out of my room now!" Dean grumbled infuriated.

I didn't know how it happened, but after proclaiming my death sentence to the wolves, we all ended up in Dean's private space, while I cried out my regret.

"There is no need to be antagonistic, JJ, it's too late to change anything now. Just go do what you do best," Jody said.

"And what might that be?" I asked.

"Oh, you know, irk the heck out of anyone who has a stick up their asses. Even if it means invading their personal space," I couldn't help but laugh out at her implication of the double meaning.

Sharing a laugh with the others, I replied. " I surely will."

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"It is with great pleasure, that I welcome everyone to this blissful event."

Of course, it is a pleasure for the Alpha to watch his pack member and visitor fight, why am I not surprised.

"The two opponents should step into the ring."

At first, I had been frightened, but after witnessing her smug face turn into that of an evil bitch from a horror movie, I got upset. I didn't get it at all, she just wanted to fight me because she felt like I was weak? What was it to her if I was weak?

The ring was just like that in a wrestling game, with three ropes tied around a squared platform, only that the platform was made of strong wood.

"Okay, we all know the rules. Do whatever you can to win.

May the best fighter win."

Immediately he was out of the ring, the aggressive girl wasted no time in crushing me down with a series of punches to my face.

Is this what they meant by no rules? I am doomed.

With a packed force of power, I pushed her off me and managed to slide out of the ring, earning a round of laughter from the onlookers.

I could already feel the repercussions of the blows I received. Spitting out blood, I did some stretches and stepped back into the ring.

She attacked once again, but I had been ready, and instead of dodging it as she had expected, I used my body to slam into her, causing her to topple to the floor, but as if it had been just a brush of the shoulders, she stood up and continued her journey to give an assault.

She met me head-on, and it wasn't long before I realized I couldn't overpower or master her by force. She was too brutal on her own. So instead, I took it upon myself to avoid any contact with her.

That itself was harder than I thought.

I became so frustrated that I began thinking irrational and instead of sticking to the plan of defense, I attacked her. That was my first mistake.

Do not ever attack an opponent more agile and far stronger than you are, especially if you are unfamiliar with the fighting style. I learned that the hard way.

With a punch that packed all my power, I sent it to her face, but as if she had been waiting for that, my fist was grabbed and before I could blink, I was elevated off the ground and over her shoulders only to be slammed to the wooden floor dangerously.

Pain flared all over my body, but the ringing of laughing voices kept me from remaining on the floor.

And that was when I made the second mistake. She was turned away from me, and instead of taking the opportunity to strike, I got intimidated and scared. I couldn't beat her, I thought. And when I removed my eyes from her in just a second, I found myself kissing the cold wood once again.

What is going on? I have not even landed a single punch. Am I this useless? Even after all the training, I had received, I couldn't defend myself.

"What are you doing, human! I guess we don't need to go on, it's already clear what we all think about you."

To say I felt embarrassed was just a little bit of what I felt, everyone looked down on me, I could even swear I saw Jody step back a little from the crowd.

And because of that, I stood up, and with a grunt, I spat at her feet. " You crazy bitch. Is that all you got?"

I guess, when I heard that line in movies, I never really learned that it never ended well. But I knew it always angered the antagonist, and that was the only thing I could do.

With a bitter laugh, she snapped and swung at me a wild round horse kick that knocked my head back to the wood.

But with the painted black spots in my eyes, I replied to her with another line from a movie. "Wow, fucking sucker kick, huh?"

She hit me again and again, making me throw up blood. She gripped my head, her fingers gouged into my scalp, and lifted me until I dangled on the tips of my toes.

She slammed her hands into my ribs making me cry out in pain, the pain rippling through my chest and ribs.

What did I miss, I kept asking myself? I wasn't going to win, but I felt too embarrassed to give up. If the headmaster was here what would he have said?

He would be too ashamed to say anything for sure.

Whoever said luck wasn't essential in a battle needed to be corrected, because at that moment it showed itself.

Just as she retracted her fist and slammed it into me, she immediately released me while clenching her hands in pain.

She had been so careless that she slammed her fist directly to my dangling oversized belt buckle, even though it caused me more pain, I had to take the opportunity, and with the courage I didn't possess, I jumped on her and brought her head to the floor with a vicious force repeatedly.

Screaming like a madwoman who just escaped total insanity, I knocked her head over and over to the wood.

It made a difference, but not so much.

An animal snarl crawled its way to her throat, "I am going to kill you."

She lunged, swinging punches and kicks, missing a few as I was able to dodge them.

With a roar, she slammed into me, breaking not just my bones, but also the whole ring into bits and pieces of wood.

And then she buried punches over and over again.

My tears had already stopped coming, I was in so much pain that I couldn't feel my body anymore. I had failed, why did I have to be weak, I hated it. My head rang loudly reminding me of my failure.

My mind spinning round and round of thoughts regarding my hurt. No matter how much I wanted to fight back I couldn't. I would end up dead if I tried, but again I already felt dead, what more damage could she do? I asked myself.

I didn't even realize I was already pulling myself up with the thought of my failure. The whole place became pin-drop silence.

I was practically blind, and couldn't even tell the direction in which the girl stood, but with a broken voice I cried out, " You haven't won this match yet, not when I still live."

"What! Are you mad?

" You can as well say so."

"What the bloody moon are you doing? Give up already, you can't even see, I'm right behind you."

I slowly turned to her and with shaky fingers, I stretched my upper and lower lids open to face her.

But what I saw surprised me, everyone looked more shocked at me. All the captains stood in a straight line formation, staring with wide mouths.

"JJ, don't be stupid, it's enough already," Jody exclaimed.

"No, it's, not!" My voice broke as I replied. " I'm not weak Jody, please it's not over yet, I'm standing right?"

"No JJ, you are not weak, now stop this madness," Ro announced.

They didn't understand me, I was never accepted anywhere, everywhere I went I always had to prove I wasn't weak, I hated that.

So with a weak attempt of a punch, I threw my fist to her jaw, only pushing her an inch back.

"Come on! Stop this. It's okay to lose sometimes, just accept it already," the girl advised.

"I'm not weak. I'm not weak. I'm not weak. Cicero, we are not weak. Why do they keep relating us to that word?" She was the only one who understood me, she was the only one who comforted me, she was the only one who tried to take my pain away.

With tears in my eyes, I balled my hands into a tight fist, repeating the sentence over and over while giving weak punches to her.

With a final tackle from me, we were both knocked off the pieces of woods, and the last thing I heard was my name.

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I woke up to loud voices.

What was happening?

All the Captains stood in front of my bed in a heated argument.

"What is going on?" I asked.

"Oh JJ thank God you are up, why did you do that? You scared us all!" Jody said upon reaching me.

"I lost right?"

"What do you mean lost? Everyone can't stop speaking about what you pulled off. Do not ever try that again."

"I hate being called weak Jody, it gets me upset."

"Well you don't have to worry about that," Dean announced.

"Come on! It's not necessary." Jody replied to him.

"Yeah, I don't see why we must do that Dean!" Enga said.

"Exactly!" Ro added.

What the hell were they talking about?

"Dean has a point." It was Meg who replied.

"Come on Meg, you can't do that." Jody cried out.

Whatever they discussed affected them all because even Meg looked broken as she announced it," it is the best for her, you know it, you all do."

Me?

"Please what the hell are you all talking about?"

"JJ," Meg started.

"You are going back home," Dean finished.

"What really? That's so awesome, when are we leaving? I surely miss Valhalla."

I couldn't believe it, I even missed the grumpy headmaster.

"Don't get me wrong JJ, I mean your home not ours."

"Huh?"

" You are going back to Earth JJ."

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