(ZEE POV)

It's finally been one year. Tommorow Alice, Sam, Dean and I'd go to where we needed to. Before he... He got taken to hell.

I knew I had to prepare too. Given that after he'd gone to hell, I'd have to leave Sam, Alice, and Bobby alone by themselves, so I could get Dean. And I'd spend months down there I'm sure.

I'd gotten ready, into my nicest but dirtiest clothes, in case things got bloody.

(Zee's clothes)

(Alice's clothes)

I was getting ready to walk out the door, and Sam and Alice went ahead and got in the Impala. I waited for Dean. I wanted to say goodbye y'know? We had a few hours before Dean had to leave... For good. So we decided to go to a nearby food place, just to hang out until... Yeah.

I decided to take a quick shower, and I sang one of my favorite songs, to clam myself down.

(I found- Amber Run)

And I'll use you as a warning sign.

That if you talk enough sense than you'll lose your mind.

I'll use you as a focal point,

So I don't lose sight of what I want.

I've moved further than I thought I could.

But I missed you more than I thought I would.

And I'll use you as a warning sign. That if you talk enough sense than you'll lose your mind.

I found love where it wasn't supposed to be.

Right in front of me.

Talk some sense to me.

I found love where it wasn't supposed to be.

Right in front of me.

Talk some sense to me.

And I'll use you as a makeshift gauge.

Of how much to give,

And how much to take.

I'll use you as a warning sign.

That if you talk enough sense than you'll lose your mind.

I found love where it wasn't supposed to be.

Right in front of me.

Talk some sense to me.

I found love where it wasn't supposed to be.

Right in front of me.

Talk some sense to me.

I found love where it wasn't supposed to be.

Right in front of me.

Talk some sense to me.

I found love where it wasn't supposed to be.

Right in front of me.

Talk some sense to me.

When I'd finished, I'd felt alright for the most part. But I didn't want to do this, despite me still being able to bring him back. It just didn't feel right. Not one bit, not even a little.

I got out of the shower, and put in the clothes I'd already gotten dressed in before, given they were still clean. I did my hair into a messy french braid, then went to walk out the door, and j came face to face with a crying Dean Winchester.

"Zee? I umm."

I sighed, looking at him.

"You heard me?"

"Yeah."

I was tearing up and felt so tired and sad. I didn't want to do this, not at all.

"What're we... What am I supposed to do Dean?! You can't leave Sam like this! Look at him. He's heart broken! And Alice feels goddamn horrible, she's in your impala crying her guys out with him! And Bobby, and ME!"

I screamed at him, and he grabbed my arms, I struggled to break free of his grip, and I was yelling at him to let me go.

"Zee. If you need to stay here, I'll just go with Alice and Sammy. Alright? I don't want you to go through this."

I shook my head.

"Yeah. Yeah I'm sorry. I'm still gonna go. We're supposed to meet up at this creepy house, right? Something like that?"

Dean nodded. And then he grabbed my arm and yanked me into a kiss, making me nearly stumble backwards.

"What the FuCk!"

Dean shrugged.

"Kiss me like you miss me."

I glared playfully and hit him.

"You fucking asshole."

We both laughed, and I gave him one last hug before we headed out.

We went to get takeout, got us some pie (of course) than made our way to where we had to go. Turns out we needed to meet up with a demon chick. They called her 'Ruby', but I don't, honestly, give a rats ass about her name right now.

We drove the whole time, and Sam and Alice fell asleep, just Dean and I were awake.

"It's gonna be alright, Zee."

"You're gonna spend, months, years even, down there. It's not gonna be alright, stop pretending it is, Dean. I know you're scared, you don't wanna leave Sammy, Alice, Bobby. No one."

"Yeah. You're right. But I couldn't let him die Zee. I couldn't, he's my brother."

"I know, I'd done the same thing for Alice. For you. Cause I did. I sold my soul."

"Yeah and when I went to go sell mine, that 'demon chick' told me what you did. I about went nuts."

"It's fine. I'm here now."

"But I ain't gonna be. Listen, I want you to do stuff for me while I'm gone. Take care of my baby, you get on scratch on her I'll come up here and give you a beating. Keep an eye on Sammy. And Alice. Remember everything I've taught you."

I nodded, and when we'd made it we woke up Alice and Sam, then met Ruby at the door.

We walked inside, salted the windows and doors as usual, and locked ourselves in a room. It was almost time.

Everyone was kind of silent, they didn't want to do any of this, and we were exchanging glances. Sam spoke up and walked to Ruby.

"Okay, you win. What do I have to do?"

Alice tried to stop Sam, but quickly forgot about it.

Ruby looked at him confused, and Sam glared at her.

"What do I have to do to save Dean?"

"You already had your chance. You can't just flip a switch."

Sam shook his head, not wanting to put up with Ruby's bullshit.

"No. There's gotta be something, some way. Whatever it is I'll do it!"

Dean grabbed into Sam, and Sam was hitting and yelling at him.

"Don't, Dean! I'M NOT LETTING YOU GO TO HELL!"

"YES YOU ARE! Yes you are. I'm sorry. I mean this was all my fault, I know that. But what you're doing, Sammy, isn't gonna save me. It's only gonna kill you."

Sam sighed, taking a large breath.

"Then what am I supposed to do?"

"Keep fighting. Take care of my wheels. Sam, remember what dad taught you. Okay? What I taught you."

After Sam and Dean hugged it out, moments of sadness, guilt, grief. We heard loud barking in the distance.

"Hellhounds." I muttered, and everyone immediately started to panic.

"Where?"

"There."

Ruby walked over to Sam, outstretching her hand.

"Give me the knife, maybe I can fight it off."

"What?"

She shook her hand, gesturing for two knife.

"Come on! That dust won't last forever!"

I glared, and stepped in front of Sam. To where I was face to face and making eye contact with Ruby.

"Look. I don't give a shit if you're some big, bad demon. But I have been to hell, been a demon, learned something about myself that THEY (I pointed to Dean and Alice, given I'd told Sam) don't even know! So I will surely rip you to shreds like the hellhound I know I raised. Fighting it off ain't gonna work sweetie."

Alice and Dean looked at each other, both from shock and from confusion.

Then Ruby looked down, and her eyes were pure, demon black. She swayed her hand and sent Sam and Alice to the wall, stuck. Dean on a table. While I was free to move.

"So you're the one who escaped hell. Oh Chosen One. Ugh. Gonna make me gag. Now if there's one thing I want Dean to see before he dies. It's probably... gonna be..."

Ruby paused, then sent me flying across the room and into an iron table. Which hurt like you wouldn't believe.

"Me beating the shit out if his girlfriend."

I groaned and looked up at Ruby.

"I'm not his girlfriend!"

Ruby then made me stay against the table. And she grabbed the knife from the ground. She walked around the table, smirking at me, and at Dean.

"Eenie Meenie, Minie... MOE!"

Then Ruby stabbed me in the leg, and held it in as she dragged it all the way up to my waist. I screamed in agony, and I was shaking, my body reacting to the pain.

She didn't finish me off, just left me with a nasty cut. Then she walked back over to Sam, as I was left panting and sweating on the floor.

"Hello Sam. I've wanted to meet you for a long, long time."

Then she kissed Sam, and Alice shot her a look of 'If I was free to move you'd be murdered in 6 seconds flat.'

"Your lips are soft."

Sam glared, and turned his face away from her.

"All right, so you have me. Now let my brother go."

Ruby took a few steps back, smirking.

"Silly goose. You want a bargain you have to have something that I want."

She clicked her lips and looked disappointed.

"You don't."

Dean glared at her, and I looked at him, my facial expression told him not to even try. Of course his idiot self didn't listen to me.

"So this is your big plan huh? Drag me to hell, kill Sam and my best friend, and then what? Become queen bitch?"

Ruby looked at him, furrowing her eyebrows.

"I don't answer to puppy chow."

And I looked in shock as Ruby opened the door, mumbling 'Sic Em boy' before the hellhound ran over and pulled Dean off the table onto the floor and began ripping him to shreds.

Dean was screaming, he couldn't move and we couldn't do anything to stop it.

I tried to get free, everyone was screaming for her to stop. But she kept letting it kill Dean.

"STOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!"

I screamed as loud as I could. And the hellhound immediately stopped. Ruby held her ears and Sam, Alice and I were able to move again, Sam grabbed the knife to finish her off. But it was too late. Ruby fled from her host body, and disappeared through a vent.

I put my hand on my leg, taking it off with blood completely on my hand. I nearly gagged. Then I turned to look at Sam, who was crying and cradling Dean. Alice knelt down on her knees, burying her face in her hands, a d cried uncontrollably.

"Dean."

I asked, my voice cracked and was croaky.

"Zee. Y your leg!" Alice got up and ran over to me, ripping cloth from a curtain and tying it on my leg. I stood up, and then ran out the door, I tripped and fell to the ground from my leg, then yelled.

"CROWLEY YOU SON OF A BITCH! I'M READY TO GO!"

( WildMaplethecat  Shit this scene hit me so much tho.)