(to be clear. Some events take place during season one two three ect. But this isn't necessarily set at a particular 'date'. I'm just coming up with my own story line. Saying this to avoid confusion. Enjoy! And just saying, the first time Sam died teared me up so... Yeah. ⚰️☠️😭 From now on I'm only adding one gif to the end of each chapter xD )

*the following is a phone conversation with Alice and Dean* Italicized is Dean, bold is Alice.

Dean it's been weeks. You need to stop going off on rouge suicide missions. None of those dumbass moves are gonna bring my sister back.

Well at this point Alice I don't really give a shit. You didn't run inside like I did. You didn't see what she looked like. It traumatized me, Alice. She wasn't murdered, wasn't killed. She was MAULED. Azazel wanted to make sure she died and stayed dead. And at night I can't stop thinking about it. It's just.... I feel horrible.

Yeah. I know. How do you think I feel. And I'm pretty damn sure Zee would too if this were to have happened to you. Look, people die Dean. They pass on and never see the light of day again. And he hurts so bad you can't breathe. But you gotta learn to let go.

Don't act like that. We just lost our dad, days later I lost the love of my liiii-... I... Ummm.

Don't worry. At this point, it's kind of obvious.

You gotta understand Alice. I guess going on, dumb, one-man missions are how I cope.

I understand. I'm not telling you you can't. I'm telling you to stay safe and not be a dumbass.

Well, I'll try. But I don't guarantee anything.

Heh. Yeah, I know. I gotta go. Sam's working on a case to... to see if Zee is even alive. I'll update you if we get news. Okay?

Yeah. Bye Alice.

Bye Dean.

(Alice's POV)

It's been weeks since Zeeriana died. Dean completely gave up and has just been looking, and looking, and hunting for Azazel. Plotting his murder or something like that. Sam and I stayed together, and have been looking for at least some godforsaken miracle.

So far there's been nothing, and we're close to just giving up.

That's when we got a sign. And I was so happy, I hugged Sam, and didn't want to let go.

"We gotta tell Dean. You know how happy he'll be."

Sam nodded, and we started to call him. Unfortunately, he wouldn't answer, and we had no choice but to go look for Zee by ourselves.

We decided to look for her at an abandoned military camp, something like that. Because that's where the signs and clues lead us.

🍰 PieAddict🍰: Hey. I heard the news about Zee. Where are you guys?!

⚔️Alice⚔️: Some old army camp. Get here as soon as you can. We may need backup. It doesn't look like Sam and I are alone.

🍰PieAddict🍰: Alright, I'm on my way. You two stay safe.

⚔️Alice⚔️: Yes sir! 👌❤️😄

I finished texting Dean and told Sam he'd be here soon. Dean said that Bobby would be here too. (Bobby was a man who was good friends with John, and he's kind of been our mentor. He and I have grown pretty close, he's like a dad to me.)

Sam and I walked around, our guns out just in case anything were to happen. Then I felt a sharp pain in my side as a bullet pierced my skin. I let out an agonized scream, and Sam immediately turned around, killing the man, and ran over to me, but not without having yet another man shoot him in the shoulder.

All Sam did was wince, and I reached for my gun and shot the man dead. Sam ran over to me, and I was clutching my side, wincing in pain.

"Hey. Hey. Alice! Oh God."

Sam was panicking, and I just smiled.

"I'm fine. I'm not gonna let a bullet to the side hurt me."

Sam smiled back, then picked me up bridal style and carried me to a safe spot, and told me to stay there. He'd investigate close areas so he wouldn't be too far.

(DEAN POV)

We'd made it to the camp where Sam and Alice were, and I walked around with Bobby, until I found Sam clutching his shoulder and looking around.

I yelled his name, and he smiled, seeming to be relieved that we'd made it. He called out my name and started walking this way.

And then it happened.

"Sam lookout!!!"

I heard Alice, who was propped up against a wall, yell.

Then Sam was stabbed in the back. By some man who Bobby ran straight for, and chased him down.

"NO!"

I screamed, and ran for Sam, Sam fell to his knees and I slid down, grabbing Sam and having him look at me.

"Sam? Sam! Hey. Lemme look at you."

I put my hand on his wound, and looked at it right after, covered with blood.

"It's not even that bad, it's not even that bad alright. I'm gonna take care of you, okay? I'm gonna take you home, and we're gonna take care of you. That's my job right? Take care of my pain in the ass little brother."

Sam wasn't answering, and tears were streaming down my face.

"Sam? Sammy!"

"No. No no no no no." I grabbed Sam, and hugged him, just cradling him. I buried my face in his jacket, and started to cry.

"SAAAM!"

Alice somehow managed to make her way over to me, and she looked at Sam, and then at me. She teared up, and mouthed the word 'No.'

I nodded, and she fell over onto her knees and cried. Bobby came back, and be carried Alice to the Impala, while I got Sam.

*Le time skip*

"Alice! First it was Dad, then Zee and now Sam! I can't stay here. Everyone I love is slowly being taken away! And you... you're stuck in a wheelchair for months!"

"Heh. Yeah, I know. But you can't leave. What if any of them come back?"

"It's pretty unlikely, Alice. I'm sorry. But I'm leaving."

I said my goodbyes, then walked out the door. I got in the Impala, and drove to Zee's favorite spot in the forest. It was a secluded area, with a beautiful blue lake, and a cave that lead to a secret waterfall with a pool.

We'd always go there, and I gasped when I saw a face looking at me.

"Hey Dean."

"Zee?"

"No. But she is a nice fit."

I dropped my stuff and walked right over to the woman, anger built up and I knew I had to calm down.

"Who the hell are you, and what do you want?!"

"Oh c'mon Dean. Lighten up a little. I wanna make a trade."

"Yeah. What kind?"

"Well. It depends Dean. There's many. But... I can bring back someone you've lost."

My eyebrows widened and I looked at the woman.

"Yeah. And how do you do it?"

"You have to sell me your soul. That's what John did for you... Oh my mistake. I forgot. That's what your girl friend.... What was her name? Zee. Did for you."

"What the hell are you talking about?"

The demon smiled.

"Well. John wanted Azazel to 'frame him' so Azazel killed him if course. But before John did. I visited Zee, she sold her soul cause she couldn't bear losing you, and she said you'll eventually move on. And I listened, so weeks later Azazel came back and, finished the job on prom night."

My eyes were filled with tears, Zee lied to me just to save my ass. And I couldn't help or stop it.

I sighed and came to a decision. But... I lost three-two members, and the love of my life, my best friend. I couldn't save all three. I knew what Dad would say, and I remember what Zee told me.

"Alright. Give me back my brother."

"Good boy Dean. I'll give you a year to live. Your brother should be awake now. Hurry on home. And one more thing."

The demon yanked me aside and kissed me, I pushed her away and ran to the Impala to find Sam.

I felt horrible, about keeping Zee dead. But one day I'll bring her back. I have to.