Funny thing about love, well it will be more appropriate to call it lucky thing TBH, anyway, the thing about attraction or love, is that sometimes... just sometimes, it actually is within reach.

Since it has never happened to me I can't personally vouch for it, but a few good sources tell me *by few good sources I mean fluffy fanfictions* that it actually can happen.
But few other good sources tell me *by these sources I mean the painfully heartbreaking angst filled fanfictions* that love is hard... *Damnit people.... I don't mean 'that' hard!* That love comes to those who pine for 16 years playing enquiry everyday without getting a response from the one who fell off.... Wait... I just wrote the opening shot of the untamed *damnit WangXian*
Anyway, what I am saying is that love is hard... For my boy YiBo, it's tripley hard.... *it doesn't matter which 'hard' you think it means, when it cums... I mean comes, to YiBo both meanings of hard are applicable*

Now you guys are wondering why the duck...
(yes, I had indeed wanted to type FUCK... but I have generously let the auto-correct have this one. Maybe now it will leave my fucks alone!)

*that sounded wrong somehow*

So now you guys are wondering why the fuck am I wasting your perfectly good time in talking about hard love?
Well.. trust me there is a reason for that.
Now let's get back to where Zhan follows YiBo out of the restroom.

As soon as Yibo sits down, something vibrates. It's hard and it's in Yibo's pants.

It was Yibo's phone guys, but I know what some of you thought....maybe.
*or maybe it's just my brain*

Yibo receives the call and his whole face transforms. He smiles brightly and his eyes drop to the floor. Then he cuts the call and stands up abruptly.
"I am sorry, but I need to leave now. Something has come up that I just have to take care of."

Sometimes simple words spoken innocently don't come across as such. Well this was one such time especially for Xiao Zhan.

'Something came up, I know what that is you womanizer!' Zhan thinks sourly, but being the professional that he is, he keeps a smile on his face.

Zhan was not completely wrong, the call had indeed been from a woman. And Yibo had definitely ditched the team for the said woman but what Zhan had not known was that the call was actually from Yibo's sister who had just returned from America and given his family a surprise visit.

*Yes, I have indeed given my boy a sister...once again that came out wrong... But you get what I am saying rt?*

Zhan continues to smile till their eyes meet. YiBo walks over to Zhan, "Wei Ying, could I talk to you for a moment please."

Zhan nods and goes to YiBo, "What is the matter Lan Zhan?" Zhan asks coldly.
Yibo steps closer to Zhan.
Zhan makes the mistake of looking at Yibo who looks like fudging sex on legs as he bites his lips and looks up through his lashes. "Zhan....geee."

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Zhan thinks and subconsciously steps closer and his eyes once again get drawn to Yibo's lips , 'His lips are so pouty...I want to.... '

Zhan suddenly realizes what he was about to think and he takes a step back and clears his throat, "Is there something you need Bo...Lan Zhan?"

YiBo smiles sweetly, "I apologize in advance, but I won't be spending the night with you, I mean in the dorm."

Zhan tries to keep a straight face at that... He really tries, but he kinda fails. YiBo continues, "It's just that I have to meet... "

"It's fine. The training starts tomorrow anyway. You won't miss anything." Zhan says formally.

Yibo's face falls for a split second, 'Why does he sound so cold and uncaring?'

When Zhan continuse to stare, YiBo sees it. 'Zhan ge is jealous. He is angry that I am ditching him for someone else!'

YiBo smiles and proceeds to smirk, "Thank you for understanding Wei Ying, I will tell her how awesome you are. See you at training. She will not let me go without breakfast anyway. So please don't wait up for me."

Zhan's mouth opens as if to say something but he decides against it, "Do as you please."

"Don't worry Wei Ying, I always do what pleases me." Yibo whispers in Zhan's ears before giving a small nip on the older man's earlobe.

Zhan gasps but doesn't push YiBo away, 'What did he do? Why did he do that!? Is he crazy? What if anyone had seen? These things should not be done in the open. He should not have done that here.' Zhan thinks looking at Yibo, who is already walking away.

'WTH is wrong with you Zhan! He should not have kissed...bitten your ear like that! It's inappropriate. It's gay.... But Yibo is straight, so obviously he is just trying to tease me... Like in the car... '

Zhan's heart starts racing once again. But before things get hard *Yes I definitely mean what you guys are thinking* Yanli comes over.

"A Xi'an, what is it?" She asks gently shaking Zhan's arm dragging him back to reality.

Zhan looks at the table, he really doesn't want to return to that place and he is definitely not looking forward to get hit on.

"Shijie, I just remembered that I have left something at my apartment. I will see you tomorrow. Can you please let them know that I have left?" Zhan asks making puppy eyes at Yanli.

"Mn. Go take care of things."

"Thank you." Zhan says before rushing out of the restaurant.

The next day Zhan returns to his dorm room in the morning. As expected, he is alone. Zhan had decided that he did not want to spend the night alone... You know alone in the dorm room where he would miss a certain Didi. But that is not what Zhan had told himself.
He had told himself that his air con was better and his bed was softer...and that was the truth...At least part of the truth.

Once in the dorm, Zhan looks at Yibo's side of the room. He feels suffocated...restless.
The things that had happened between him and Yibo in the restroom haunt him. 'Why did I do that?'...'Why did it feel so familiar?'
He feels a headache come on and he closes his eyes.
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When Zhan opens his eyes he feels his stomach growling,'Fucking need to eat something.' He thinks looking around the room.
It is precisely at this moment that he hears the key turn in the lock.

Anger rises in his heart.
He walks to the door and pulls it open
As expected, it's Yibo.

Zhan pulls the younger boy inside and closes the door. His hands immediately land on Yibo's collar, and he leans in, "Bo Di, this is not your scent."

Yibo remains calm. He knows that the man in front of him was not his Zhan ge but JZhan.

Now you guys are wondering WTF is going on in Yibo's brain rt. Don't worry, I will explain.
YiBo is a very smart boy, after having experienced ridiculous situations, he had read up on multiple personality disorder.
He had then come to the conclusion that His Zhan ge was having two extra personalities in him.
The first one was someone who wants him, is jealous, possessive and wants to hide what he feels for YiBo from others. But he is aware that he likes Yibo in totally homosexual way.
YiBo had named this personality JZhan aka 'Jealous Zhan'.
The second one was someone who was fictional, he was bold, openly gay, aggressive and 'hands on'. This personality was the most difficult and chaotic to handle. This personality EXPECTED THINGS.
YiBo had named this personality
FZhan *No, not Fuck Zhan. Give my boy some credit, F was for Fictional Zhan*

Yibo had also realized that each personality had different memories as well. So what one did, the other did not remember.

Ofcourse, YiBo had not known that what Zhan was suffering from was not multiple personality disorder at all, but FTGA.

YiBo had then watched 'Kill me Heal Me.' *a Korea show. It's amazing and I highly recommend it*
It deals with multiple personality disorder.
Initially he had been sad, but then he had decided that he will merge all the personalities to help his Zhan ge *poor baby boy*

"Are you sure Zhan ge?" YiBo asks smiling sweetly.

Zhan blinks, he moves closer once again and puts his face close to YiBo's neck.

YiBo had expected this. He pulls Zhan closer, "Take care of me Zhan ge, I am tired."

Immediately anger drains from Zhan's face and he hugs Yibo affectionatey, "Don't worry, Zhan ge will take care of you."

YiBo breaks the embrace and looks at Zhan with puppy eyes.
For added effect, he pouts.

Zhan's heart does a flip flop in his chest. He feels Yibo's forehead. "Awww, what happened? Did your fever return?"

YiBo shrugs his shoulders. And tilts his head cutely.

*Let me point out here that I have imagined him doing that and he looks cute af!*

Zhan guids him to bed, "Have you eaten yet?"
YiBo had already had his breakfast but he can't say that to JZhan. He needs to tame this man... not enrage him. YiBo lies, "Zhan ge, can you please get me some porridge? I don't think I can have anything else." YiBo says weekly. Then adds, "Your Bo Di knows that you must be hungry. Please eat something too."

JZhan's heart melts at Yibo's words.
"You take rest. I will be back in a few minutes." Zhan says walking out.

As soon as JZhan leaves, YiBo sits up and leaves a breath. He hops that when Zhan comes back, it's his Zhan ge and not the other two.

To be very honest though, Yibo was feeling a little upset. He had hoped that the one to receive him was his Zhan. But at the same time, he was relieved that it was not FZhan that had welcomed him, if it was FZhan he would be fucked...Quite literally!

YiBo decides to take a quick shower before Zhan returns.
He is almost done when he hears the door to the dorm open and close.
YiBo walks out and Zhan looks at him...He stares at Yibo's glorious upper body to be more precise.

What do you mean I am objectifying YiBo! He is a beautiful, hot, sweet and talented man. Also, it's my story and if I like to imagine... *cough*
Moving on.

YiBo doesn't say anything. He wants to know who the man standing in front of him is.
The way Zhan is staring at Yibo doesn't help Yibo at all.
Why you may ask...Simple.
The only thing that the three personalities have in common are their attraction to Yibo. All the personalities have looked at Yibo like how Zhan is looking at Yibo at this very moment.

'Say something damn it!' YiBo begs internally panicking.

Without saying a word, Zhan starts walking towards YiBo.
'Who are you??' YiBo continues to wonder.

Zhan stops just inches away from Yibo. Their faces almost touching.
'Please don't be FZhan, Please don't be FZhan, Please don't be FZhan...Please... '

Zhan puts his hand on Yibo's naked chest and moves it down, slowly carassing it. Then he smiles mischievously and leans in closer before whispering, "Hanguang Jun....you have been breaking your promise lately."

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YiBo thinks a second before he feels FZhan's palms on his butt cheeks and FZhan's lips on his jaw.

{Note :- Hope you guys enjoyed this update. It was for the most part Hetro... Just the way you guys like it.

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On another note, well two notes actually
First, I have attempted to write poetry. The book is called 'Snippets from my Wandering Soul.'
I am not good at it TBH but it still helps me express myself. I would appreciate it if you could give it a read. And give ur thoughts. Don't worry, they are not long 👍
Second, I was thinking of finishing Dusk and Dawn in another ten or so days and then continuing with TLB and Us and Them. What do you guys think?

Some of you asked how my eyes were doing, thank you for your concern.
They are a bit better. But I still am not able to read as much as I would like ☹️.

That's it for now.

Thank you for reading.
Have a nice day.}