Donghyuck's Pov......

I sat away from society, from media, from family, from myself. Jaemin seemed to have caught a fling with Junnie. I'm glad he found somebody. I was drunk the next day so was I on the bachelors party. Graduation was shit, I got my diploma but had to dance with Lucas since my parents wanted so.

"Hyuck stop drinking tomorrow is your wedding!" Jaehyun made me stand under the shower.

"Get lost!! I dont give a fuck!!" I pushed him away.

"Hyuck he's your brother!" Mother came butting in.

"For all I care he can go die! Its always Jaehyun!! Why did you have me if all you fucking care about is Jaehyun?! I hate him! I hate you! I hate all off you!! Inconsiderate people!?" I screamed.

"Hyuck I do everything for your good." Jaehyun sighed.

"You ruined my life and is ruining too!!!" I screamed at him throwing the bottle of wine somewhere.

"Tell him to stop throwing tantrums. He's marrying Lucas and that shit would stay that way. I cant loose a million dollar contract just for his stupidty." Father warned me.

"Jaehyun marries for love? But I'm bring sold off? Do you guys even love me? Wait did you guys make love or just bang and I was a mistake!?" I snapped.

"Son." Mother tried to touch me but I glared at her.

"Fuck off woman. Fuck off all of you!!!" I shouted at all of them.

Once they left, I slid down the marble wall, sobbing my heart out under the shower. I hate all of them. I hate them. I hate money. I hate myself.........Wait I didnt hate Mark the way I hate them. But.......Mark. I found myself crying all over again. I miss you Mark. He had been avoiding me all over again. It was so painful why?

"You love him dont you?" Taeyongs voice made me look up from my knees.

"W-Who?" I whispered.

"My brother." He smiled at me.

"I hate him. I fucking hate him with every molecule in my body. Leave me alone." I hissed running into my walk in closet and hiding there for the rest of the day.

I woke up to the shuffling downstairs. The wedding came too soon and it hurt so much to walk down the isle. Why wont anybody understand my feelings? Why was I so hard to read? I was dressing my wedding dress when somebody walked in. It was Mark, As much as I wanted to hug him real tight I couldnt. He was in love with Haechan and I was about to get married. I know I was only 19 but then money didnt care about shit. He walked towards me.

"I hate you!" I pushed Mark away.

"You marry Lucas in 30 minutes." Mark grumbled. "Here me out." He sighed.

"Why do you fucking care!?" He slapped me. "I hate you! Go away!" He slapped me again.

"I hate you too!! Good Bye." He whispered leaving. I wanted to cry so loud when he left.

Why wont I die? Why? Why? Why? I dont want to get married. I want to live my life the way I want fot once at least. I was taken to the venue, All white with white and pink flowers. Taeyong looked so gorgeous I thought he was a dream. Koeun was there so was Junnie and Jaemin but where was Mark? I ignored Jeno and Lucas who stood at the alter with Jaehyun and Taeyong. I gritted my teeth trying my best not to break down crying. Father gave my hand to Lucas as he left once we faced the pastor. But it started rainjng so we had to run back into the house having to put the wedding off to a few hours.

"Hyuckie Oppa? Somebody gave you this." A little girl tapped me before my vows as I crouched down only to be given a sunflower and a yellow neatly folded letter. And the letter read,

Dear Haechan, My FullSun,

I failed to notice at first but, the more you kept repeating it I knew that behind every 'I hate you' was a meaning that said otherwise. Why do you love me so much Donghyuck? Perhaps you hated me first but ever since I began avoiding you things changed. You love me like crazy but your haughty ass doesnt know how to confess? When we did it, You kept saying you hated me right? I wish I wasnt this dumb. I'm really sorry for not realizing sooner.
Run away with me.
Will you?
Meet me at the church back gates if I read you right.
I Love You.

Love,
Your Stupid Specko.

I choked on my sobs, I looked at my people busy with cursing at the weather, I looked for Junnie and hugged him tight, grinning at Jaemin as I took off secretly into the heavy rain. I ran as fast as I could, stuffing the letter into my back pocket.

There he stood with black slacks and a white shirt, and a wide smile on his gorgeous face. He ran towards me and so did I as I threw myself on Mark, he lifted my up, swirling me around. The rain was so heavily I could bary he him but I slid down his body, our lips finding each other. I kissed him, I kept kissing with all I had and so did he.

"H-How did you know?" I panted as we pasted our foreheads and locked gazes.

"When someone keeps chanting you that they hate you means that they love you so much to the point that they start hating you for loving you so much." Mark whispered as he put me down lacing our fingers together.

"Mark........I-I..." I bit my lips but he started running and so did I. Yes. Of course he read me right.

"Runaway with me." He chuckled and I gladly let him lead the way.
"Take me far away." Was all I said giggling.