Scenarios,

They bounce around my mind,

Make me feel like I'm going crazy.

I think over and over again

That I didn't say that right,

I didn't explain that properly,

He, she, and they think I'm weird.

I'm not good enough.

I'm not normal.

I. Am. Awkward - socially awkward,

as so many other teenagers are.

Interactions horrify me,

And make me have anxiety

About my personality.

Continuously

The future rules my thoughts.

"What if's" consume me every day.

WHAT IF this happens to me?

WHAT IF I do this?

And this rips me apart in great worry.

Yet many of the situations that I role play

Will never happen.

I'm just overthinking again.